~*White Christmas Kitsune Fan Club*~

[Sawyer]

she's upset that i'm upset?! come on! i can handle this stuff myself. tell her not to be upset, because she basically left my life, and i left her's. if we now have nothing to do with each other, she shouldn't care. i'm not on her friends list, she's not on mine, which means i don't associate with her anymore. so tell her not to care if i'm upset. and tell her i'm always depressed, so it doesn't matter.

[Aaron5367]

I wish I would of known earlyer (yes im that aaron guy) ACManga I had no clue this was going on I thought she was just this girl wanting to pair.... He just told me today and I feel horrible.. it feels like its all my falt..... Im sorry ACManga....

Sorry,
Aaron

[Sawyer]

don't be sorry. it's my fault. she's upset because i'm depressed a lot. i guess she just doesn't want me to be unhappy. don't listen to me, i'm an insane banner maker. and i'm NOT really lesbian or a girl, it's a dare.

[Angel Tabitha]

You didn't know Fifi was paired with Shane on another username?Wow.

[Eliana]

Listen, lets all stop fighting and think on the bright side....

[Sawyer]

she doesn't use the other one anymore tho, so she's paired only with you, Aaron. fell proud tho, she's a really nice girl. and i'm happy for you, don't be sad for me.

[Eliana]

ACManga, there are so many other people out there, and I know no one will be like fi fi but still...

[Aaron5367]

Yeah.... WHOS SHANE?!?! I hope thats old news or im gonna get mad ^_^!
Also I wish to join!

Edit: NM comps to slow!
Thanks,
Aaron

[Angel Tabitha]

ACManga is Shane.Ok so are we all ok now?Shane?

[Eliana]

Its ACManga, btw XD lol...

[Sawyer]

i know, i care too much about one person, but what's wrong with that? (well, maybe lots of things) i'm used to people not liking me, and i've started hating myself. i'm usualy not freaking out this much, but i really love her. *sigh* you may think that's weird, but it's true. no one's ever showed me such kindness.

[Aaron5367]

Yeah comps to slow otherwise Im fine ^_^

Edit: Everyones comps faster then me!! Well dude I worry for you... Really worry I mean god your gonna be on my mind for the next couple of years
Slow Comp,
Aaron

[Sawyer]

*sigh* i'm such a messed up kid. forgive me for my utter depression, Aaron. i've made you guilty, but you should be happy with such a kind person, like Fifi.

[Aaron5367]

Well I am happy ^_^ You should be also everyone here has a deep care for you! And you did make me feel gulity But its nothing new Dude Cheer up! DO I have to draw you a picture or something??

Cheer up!,
Aaron

[Sawyer]

*sigh* i haven't smiled in about 2 years, Aaron. (cept for today, i got an award at school) what makes you think you can make me 'cheer up' now? there's pretty much only two things that'll make me happy again. you can probably guess one of them, and the other... *sigh*

[Aaron5367]

Ok I have givein this speech to one of my friends and Ill have to give it to you now.....

Im sorry for what happend n' all but theres more people then her. You cant go on in your life like this go to a school Conciler They will care or do something like that. You have something called depression and with it people commit suiside its something siruos dude if you havent smiled in 2 years you need to see a docter.. Do it for me please tell your mom or a parent/gardion that you need help. Or go to a Conciler like I said before. They can give you medication that helps you feel better, unless you like feeling like this then that would just be insane. Please!!

Thanks,
Aaron

[Eliana]

Yeah peeps, lets just be happy we arent in thailand

[Sawyer]

*sigh* i was just kidding about the smiling thing lol. i just said that cause i haven't been really happy for 2 years. i smile a lot, but you get the point.

[Aaron5367]

And be happy that you have a computer and not one of them big bulky ones ^_^.

Think ^_^,
Aaron

[Sawyer]

*sigh* Aaron, don't feel sorry or anything for me. be happy. you've got a great pair. ^^, and that speech right there lifted my spirits... i guess...

[Eliana]

^^ Aaron thanks so much for helpin Shane ^^

[Sawyer]

and Eli, first chance you get, (since she probably won't read two whole pages of her fanclub) tell her that i love her. and say that even tho she's paired with Aaron, i hope that she likes me.

[Eliana]

She does like ya Shane, she really does.

[Sawyer]

i think i'm feeling better now, thanks to you guys. :) you are really good friends. thank you all.

[Eliana]

Anytime! if ya need any help just ask ^^

[Sawyer]

thank you... you guys are just what i need. when i'm sad, you try to cheer me up. *huggles*

[Eliana]

*huggles back* w00t happy again xD

[Sawyer]

yeah... been a while since that's happened ZD now it's time to partay! (err... where's Fifi? she hasn't posted in like 3 pages oO)

[Eliana]

She said she had to go ^^ sorry bout that

[Sawyer]

yeah... ick, well... i'm bored ZD maybe i'll go back to XD... hehe

[Eliana]

Back to what? XD? XDland? XD

[Sawyer]

yeah... i mean, TD's gone, so no need to do the ZD anymore XD

[Eliana]

Hmm? whats "ZD"? XD *clueless*

[Sawyer]

in TD's old fanclub, he decided to make XD, ZD. we all... obeyed, then later, his computer crashed XD

[Eliana]

xD I say "CD" But lol.....XD

[Sawyer]

interesting... oO i got nothing to say >_<

[Angel Tabitha]

Hey!What have I missed?Anything?

[Sawyer]

not much... me and Eli were hugging tho *gags* if you read the end of page 11 and the beginning of page 12. ^^,

[Angel Tabitha]

Oh ok.*gags also*So what to talk about...

[Sawyer]

me too, i'm bored out of my wits. everyone on AIM is either idle or away, and i got nothing to do!

[Angel Tabitha]

It's the same with me.(only everyone I know is on MSN)

[Jolty-kun]

Wow.. shane.. i know how ya feel, fi wanted me to pair with her on sppf, so we went there, we paired for 10 minutes, and she automatically unpaired x.x, so then i left sppf

[Spectrum]

SPPf?! *gags and chokes* xD

Anyway, sorry about your heartbreak Shane. Hope you find another pair.

[Eliana]

THAT place!? XD The noobie place XD

[Sawyer]

meh. i've decided to be independent. i don't need anyone. i don't need Fifi. this is really working XD

[Jolty-kun]

xD, i know, but i hate sppf, you should see my sig on my profile 'lil' jolteon', i screwed em all, im probably banned by now, and if i am, im proud xD, well done for sticking up for yaself shane, in a way xD. I hope when your looking for a pair, youll get one as quick as i do! xD

[Eliana]

Okay! theory time!
all the noobs who get banned from SPPF come to PC, to spam. XD

[Shana]

FiFi...we haven't talked in SO LONG! XD

[Eliana]

XD!you didnt miss her bday did ya?

[Sawyer]

i don't think i did... Eli, did i ever get to making that banner thing for her?

[Eliana]

Um, I dont remember >.< Sorries XD

[Sawyer]

oh, i remember, it was the pink Flareon one! ^^, i'm uncontrolably happy. i got out of school 2 hours and 30 min early XD

[Shana]

XD!you didnt miss her bday did ya?
Yes, I sadly did...but I told her on MSN today. xD

[Sawyer]

*bump* i think i've almost gotten over Fifi... :\

[White Christmas Kitsune]

Fwee! I'm gettin married, ya'll!! :3 Nyah. Anybody got any questions?

[Shana]

YAY FIFI! Congrats! ^^

~From your SideKick

[Sawyer]

*clappy clap* YAY!!!!!!!!! just wait till you're married

[Shana]

Actually, it's ironic that you said that...I just got engaged!

[Sawyer]

oO that's a little... odd... XD

[Shana]

How is it odd? It's awesome! xD

[Sawyer]

well, two people who are friends getting engaged on the same day is just weird XD

[Shana]

Yes, but in a good way. Right? XD

[Sawyer]

yeah, i hope so XD uhh... Fifi's offline now... >_<

[Eliana]

Dont worry, its going to be fine ^^

[Angel Tabitha]

Ack.Just as I left the pairup thread I noticed Ash had praposed to Fifi!I'm too lazy to go back there sp I'll say this here.Congrats you two!

[Eliana]

Really?XD!!! Congrats people!

[Aaron5367]

Chibi you dont get much lower then this...
Hey..I'm..not really on much anymore..so..I was thinking..it'd be best..if we unpaired. I'm sorry..*hugs*

And go with anthor person... Im waring him... thats stupid 2 guys in a row....

>_<,
Aaron

[mew42003]

Can I join?WCK Is my best friend on PC paair~!

[Aaron5367]

I wouldent... Seems anyone that ends up being her friend or pairing up with her seems to end up 1. unhappy 2. P.O.

Trust me

[Sawyer]

*sigh* Aaron, now you know how i felt. but i'm fine now. ^^, knowing that she wasn't exactly as nice as i thought she was makes me feel a whole lot better. i'm sure you'll get over it.

[Aaron5367]

Ive been over it ^_^ I just think its stupid that she dumps one guy and gose to anthor.... I already warned Ash... (2 or 3 paragraphs) I think its stupid.... Sorry I did'ent listen to you... Should'nt of got together...

Aaron

[mew42003]

I don't care!^_^She's my friend and I'm joining!


~James

[<[HaZaRdOuS_EnIgMa]>]

[pokes] i'm joining too = 3 [puts on WCK fanboi shirt] w00t!

[White Christmas Kitsune]

Guys, I think I'll leave..pokecommunity I mean..I break way too many hearts and hurt too many people..I'm sorry, Aaron, Shane..everybody. You guys deserve a better friend than me. And a better pair. I'm just a stupid..*sighs* I can't say it here, there're little ones around..but..you know what I'm about to say..

Sorry guys..I'm leaving, probably for good..

[mew42003]

Ash will be...How could you???!!!


~James

[Eliana]

Okay, whoever is against Fi fi, just speak up now. Its not fair.
Dont leave Fi fi....anyone who doesnt want her leaving, raise your hand.

*raises hand*

[White Christmas Kitsune]

Well, I don't blame ash for being mad at me..I just wish I had been a better pair...I had been with aaron before ash but then I met ash and I got scared..so that's why I unpaired with aaron..I don't know why the heck I paired with TDT (not saying that pairing with TDT was bad I just mean that pairing again was bad)..I hate myself, I hate myself..I HATE MYSELF...My mom was right, I am depressed..you guys deserve better friends than me..I don't deserve anything..I'm just a worthless, uncaring (insert word for female dog)..Ash left probably because aaron told him..I'm sorry..I've broken too many hearts..

[mew42003]

*Raises Hand*Fifi don't go!Please!!!!


~James

[Sawyer]

oh god... Fifi, don't go. i'll be fine. really. i've rubbed off on you... this is all my fault. *sigh* please don't go. looks like i've missed a lot in a day, but.. don't be sorry. i got what i deserved.

[mew42003]

And I'm depressed to...Thanks a lot FATHER!


~James

[Eliana]

Cmon Fi, we dont want ya to to leave...

[Sawyer]

Mew, it's not your turn to complain ;) worse things are happening. Fifi's leaving PC because of people getting mad at her... i was mad at first, but not anymore. i just hope you don't go Fifi. i really want you to be happy. please don't hate yourself. you're becoming too much like me. if you ever need anyone to talk to... :\ i'm always here.

[mew42003]

Me to.I understand because I'm depressed as well.Me and Shane are here if you need us.So remember,your friends care about you...(My 900th Post!Yay!)


~James

[<[HaZaRdOuS_EnIgMa]>]

you don't come to someone's fanclub and dis them, simple as that. so keep your problems and drama to yourselves. it's sickening, this is like a bad play. You have no reason to hate yourself, no matter what people may try to make you feel guilty for so don't take crap off anyone.

[White Christmas Kitsune]

But I have to hate myself..I have to..I'm irritating, annoying, stupid, lying....I break hearts..for no reason..I'm stupid..I hate this..I hate myself..I hate it..

[Sawyer]

no, Fiona. don't hate yourself. you're in a stage of anger... everybody goes through it sometime in their life. i hate myself too, but... don't be like me. it'll just get you where i am today... ammounting to a pile of ****.

[White Christmas Kitsune]

But..I've lied..so much..my name..it isn't fiona..it's Brittney..I'm 14 years old..my birthday is September 4, 1990..*sniffles and huddles into a ball* I'm a liar..a cheater...I'm no better than..him..*shudders*

[Sawyer]

well i knew your birthday was the 4th :P and who's "him"? (and i knew your name was Brittney too)

[<[HaZaRdOuS_EnIgMa]>]

maybe my ego prevents me from hating myself, but if you're gonna hate something, direct it at something else.

[White Christmas Kitsune]

Him? My dad..my good for nothing, cheating father. He left when I was 2 weeks old. I've never met him. But my mom and other relatives tell me what he's like and show me pictures..*tries not to cry..I've gotta get this out...*..He...He's in jail now..he's crazy...he was making methamphetamine..he has ADHD like I do....I have a new dad, but I don't think he likes me..he yells a lot...

[mew42003]

No!no!noooooooooo!!!!!!i'm Not Letting You Leave!!!!!!!!!!if You Leave I'm Killing Myself!!!!!!!!!

[Kitsune_girl]

*Notices kitsune has a fan club* I wanna join to guys....

Kitsune, Please don't leave. Were all here for you. And Aaron, you should be ashamed of saying such mean things! Anyone who is mean or says anything bad about Kitsune, I'll haunt them for eternity! No really I will:badsmile:

I hope you stay Kitsune....

[mew42003]

And Britteney,My father walked out on me also!My father is an Alcoholic,and Smokes.My Mom Smokes as well.I also have ADHD.My father cheated on ,my Mom...My life is worse...Many more things are to be revealed...PM me to find out the rest...


~James

[Sawyer]

Mew, shut it. i mean it. it's not your turn to complain. i'm sure that Fifi feels worse than you do.. people call her names at school all the time and make fun of her. she's been dealing with this longer than you have.

[Aaron5367]

Kitsune_girl- dont barge into a fan club not knowing the whole story and saying people are saying bad things about them... Jeez You need to know the story....

Chibi if you leave im going to leave... Im sick of everyone being so depressed.... I mean geez If theres a fan club with 13 pages on you you'd think people would love, and care about you.... The only reason I was mad at you was because, to me there was no reason you left me... the first thing that came to my mind was that I wasent good enough for you... You scared me.... That p.m. was just creepy *shivers* and you never told a lie to me... Well dont leave... Please...

[Sawyer]

*sigh* Aaron, it's sure she's not leaving. i talked to her, and it's okay. and yes, i was scared when she unpaired with me, but GET OVER IT. the reason she left me was my own fault... she couldn't handle someone as complicated as me, so she went to someone simpler. anyone would've done what she did.

[Aaron5367]

GET OVER IT! Geez looks like I stirred up some meanie gene... Ohh ACManga you have no room to talk.. It took you a couple of weeks to get over your sucidal act.

[Kitsune_girl]

Hey, I knew somewhat of the story, and I didn't barge in, I read the entire thread:P

And please you guys, don't fight in here, this is a fanclub not a boxing ring.

[Sawyer]

¬¬ well aren't you the wise guy. just shut up. you're just like the kids in my class... *leaves angrily and sadly*

[Aaron5367]

*coughbagofhormones* well then.... WCK feel better please

[<[HaZaRdOuS_EnIgMa]>]

[claps] five stars, five stars! you guys win the academy award for drama ><; christ, get over it. quit pounding brittney with your own problems and maybe she'll start to feel better. i've been reading this thread and it's getting ridiculous. i'm not a happy-go-lucky guy, but at least try to be cheerful on her fanclub. that's what a fanclub is for >_> suicidal? broken hearts? you're like 12 and 10, i'm like 15 and there's no way you can say you're heart-broken or that crap unless you were really in love, not infatuated. you have the rest of your lives ahead of you.
c'mon mew and AC, you know me, i'm the same darkblastoise89 i used to be and it bothers me to see you guys like this.

[Ninja Retsu]

Hi,Fifi and everyone. I finally get MSN and YIM. It's bluejasminebj@hotmail.com and bluejasminebj@yahoo.com. Can I have your MSN and YIM addresses,Fifi?

[Shana]

FiFi! =3

How are you doing?

[Stevo-kun]

*drops in* Have I joined yet?. Well I have now XD *joins*

Pokemon_Veteran

[Ninja Retsu]

*drops in* Have I joined yet?. Well I have now XD *joins*

Pokemon_Veteran
Welcome,Stevo! Have fun and have a great time. Fifi,where're you?

[Shana]

This fan club should be revived for such a nice person. ^^

[White Christmas Kitsune]

Kyuuuu! ^^ Yay! Tis reviveded! *dances*

ANNOUNCEMENT! I ish engageded to ACManga :3

Edit: @ Bj - Sure! ^^ It's fionasendou@hotmail.com for MSN, I don't have yahoo ;.;

[mew42003]

My Fanclub is Lame...Not Many ppl joined...WCK And AC are Back in da house!wOOtness!^0^

~James

[White Christmas Kitsune]

Yesh ^^ Kyuu. There should be like..a shanexfionashipping club XD

[Shana]

I like you guys as a couple, but I don't know Shane. XD

[White Christmas Kitsune]

YOU DON'T KNOW ACMANGA?! *dies* Holy crap! O.O he makes pretty much all the banners here!

[mew42003]

O.O WTF OMFG!!!!!!!YA DON'T KNOW MY BEST FRIEND!!!!????


~James

[Sawyer]

O_O looks like i'm loved... XD o.o Star, you know me... oO

[White Christmas Kitsune]

I thought she did XDDD *clings* ^^

[Ninja Retsu]

Kyuuuu! ^^ Yay! Tis reviveded! *dances*

ANNOUNCEMENT! I ish engageded to ACManga :3

Edit: @ Bj - Sure! ^^ It's fionasendou@hotmail.com for MSN, I don't have yahoo ;.;
Thank you very much. Anyway,what's your favourite ice-cream flavour?

[White Christmas Kitsune]

Fave ice cream flava...hmmmm....chocolate. XD