"I Never Understood"

[blue eyes white dragon]

"I Never Understood"

I felt such bitterness,
So much anger.
The man I called my Matt,
Was nothing but a stranger.

The drugs and alcohol,
I couldn't comprehend.
I never understood it,
Until your road came to an end.

Looking through your things,
I began to understand.
How quickly an addiction,
Can turn upon a man.

I read your own words,
And could sense your pain.
I felt your guilt and anger,
Driving you insane.

I wish I could've taken away,
The hurt you felt inside.
Instead I focused on my own pain,
And ran away to hide.

I'd rather you be in Heaven,
Receiving tons of hugs,
Than being here on earth,
Battling a beast called Drugs.

I never understood,
But now I think I do.
And all that really matters now,
Is Matt, I LOVE YOU!



to my loving brother matt


1990-2005

[Nagoyaka Aikouka]

*is speechless*

Kasey, that was... heart-wrenching... Thank you for sharing that bit of you with us...

[Cybex Mewtwo]

May god have mercy on your brother. He was lucky to have been relayed to you. I bet he is hearing this right now.

[blue eyes white dragon]

thank you very much (hug's all) he will be miss very much

[EvIL_CAjUN_CHIkIN]

I know this is a bad time, but you should contact a drug association like truth after you get this published, they could use it as a commercial aired on t.v. Bad timing, isn't it??? but still, that could get some people thinking about just what their doing and how it affects others who love them.

great poem, though.

I'm sorry about your brother. May he rest in peace in the hands of God.