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Alana
February 17th, 2006, 01:23 PM
This is the first song I've ever written. It's dedicated to a good friend of mine. It kinda goes to the beat of Sk8ter Boi. Slow and kinda quiet at first but it gets faster and at the end it's got a very fast beat and is kinda loud. Please rate it.

I sit in my room
I feel the tears in my eyes
I feel my heart breaking
I feel my body shaking
I try to fight the pain
I tell myself everything will be all right
But I can’t stop the fear

I’m just a kid
I don’t know what to do
I sit alone and wait for you
I can’t stand this
I just want the pain to go away
I can’t understand why this is happening
I can’t understand why it had to be you
But it is
What can I do?

Now I can talk to you again
I don’t ever want to let go
I’m so scared
I wonder if this will be
The last time I will hear from you
I have to stop myself from breaking down
I have to stop myself from giving up
I tell myself you’ll be all right
But do I really believe it?

I’m just a kid
I don’t know what to do
I sit alone and wait for you
I can’t stand this
I just want the pain to go away
I can’t understand why this is happening
I can’t understand why it had to be you
But it is
What can I do?

Now you have to leave
I tell you goodbye
But all I really want to do is keep talking
I’m so scared
I wonder if this will be the last time I hear from you
I have to push these thoughts away
I can’t keep thinking like this
I have to believe you’ll get better
I tell you things will be all right
I tell you you’ll be fine
But I don’t know if I trust my own words

I’m just a kid
I don’t know what to do
I sit alone and wait for you
I can’t stand this
I just want the pain to go away
I can’t understand why this is happening
I can’t understand why it had to be you
But it is
What can I do?

I start to cry
I turn up the music
I try so hard not to think about you
I try so hard not to think about what might happen
I brush away the tears
I feel my courage returning
I won’t let these thoughts hold me down
I’ll stay by your side forever
I won’t leave you alone

I’m just a kid
I don’t know what to do
I sit alone and wait for you
I can’t stand this
I just want the pain to go away
I can’t understand why this is happening
I can’t understand why it had to be you
But it is
What can I do?

I’m just a kid
I don’t know what to do
I sit alone and wait for you
I can’t stand this
I just want the pain to go away
I can’t understand why this is happening
I can’t understand why it had to be you
But it is
What can I do?

I won’t back down
I won’t leave you on your own
I’ll be there for you
I don’t care how long it takes
I’ll stay with you
Nothing can make me leave you
I won’t cry anymore
I won’t let you down
I promise you
I won’t let you go

I’m just a kid
I don’t know what to do
I sit alone and wait for you
I can’t stand this
I just want the pain to go away
I can’t understand why this is happening
I can’t understand why it had to be you
But it is
What can I do?

You need me and I know I need you too
So I promise you
I promise you
I won’t leave you on your own
I’ll stay by your side for as long as it takes
I’ll keep you strong
I’ll make sure you never fall
I won’t let you down
I promise you that

I’m just a kid
So what?
Now I know what to do
I will continue to wait for you
I still can’t stand it
I still want the pain to end
I still don’t understand
But I won’t let that hold me down
I’ll stay with you to the end
I don’t want to lose you
But I won’t let these thoughts stop me from being there for you
I won’t cry anymore
I know you’ll be all right
I trust my words
I trust you
I don’t care that I’m a kid
It doesn’t bother me anymore
I’m just a kid
So what?

(I'm not sure about the title but it was the only thing that fit. I may change it later though.)