My Unexplained Absence

[Optic]

First of all, you're not required to read this, so go away if you don't want to.

Many of you are probably aware that I haven't posted on The PokeCommunity for some time now. Lately, I have been suffering from a bit of depression. It isn't just this forum I haven't been posting, it's almost every forum that I usually visit and post often at. I'm even neglecting to post at my own forum.

I've noticed that quite a few things have happened here lately, with all the arguing and staff members, etc. etc. I have trouble keeping up with the times, so I am uncertain of the exact details.

I think the main cause of my depression is Soph's absence, when her internet got cut off. I miss her a lot, and I feel that I didn't say goodbye good enough... even though she is within telephone range, I am strictly cut off from all communications between her and me due to a silly thing we did. I wanted to accept some of the blame, but Soph being noble as always accepted the blame from her parents.

I'm sorry Soph...


I will try to post on The PokeCommunity more often, but the more I think of it, the more it just comes back to me.

[bna_li]

Don't feel so bad... I feel down too... If I could help with anything which I doubt, just ask me.

[Geometric-sama]

Aww, poor Optic. What happened to Soph? I miss seeing her around...

[Imakuni?]

Who is soph? i dont think i ever knewded soph

[bna_li]

She's a person on pc... What happened to you and her, Optic?

[Soph]

I think the main cause of my depression is Soph's absence, when her internet got cut off. I miss her a lot, and I feel that I didn't say goodbye good enough... even though she is within telephone range, I am strictly cut off from all communications between her and me due to a silly thing we did. I wanted to accept some of the blame, but Soph being noble as always accepted the blame from her parents.

I'm sorry Soph...


I will try to post on The PokeCommunity more often, but the more I think of it, the more it just comes back to me.
.......................................................................*has never felt so guilty*

oh NO...what have i DONE?

Optic...i am so sorry. all this is my fault...

I still have access to the net at school optic. and i still have email. and i neglected to cobtact you further after we said goodbye on msn, because i felt bad for what i had done to you and thought you wouldnt want to speak to me. obviously i just made it worse -_-. as if i hadnt done enough wrong to you already.

I sent you a PM and from now on i'll contact you whenever i can. im really, really sorry...your abcense, your depression, all of it was caused by me and i'll do anything to redeem myself. im so sorry.

*extremely ashmed of herself*

Soph.

[Flaming Torchic]

Well, I was going to respond to this thread earlier, but I was under the assumption that I would be going to school today until something was holding me back *coughverysorebackcough* =\ Anyways, I have noticed that you haven't been online lately, even if I don't know you well. =\ I just assumed that you were a bit preoccupied with things in life like school, social life, and other things that prevent you or restrict your internet time. But I had no clue it was because of this. =\ I would say more, but I can't really think of anything to say...except for, welcome back. :)

[Optic]

She's a person on pc... What happened to you and her, Optic?
Let's just say it was a thing to try and keep more in touch with each other as we live relatively close to each other, Western Australia.

.......................................................................*has never felt so guilty*

oh NO...what have i DONE?

Optic...i am so sorry. all this is my fault...

I still have access to the net at school optic. and i still have email. and i neglected to cobtact you further after we said goodbye on msn, because i felt bad for what i had done to you and thought you wouldnt want to speak to me. obviously i just made it worse -_-. as if i hadnt done enough wrong to you already.

I sent you a PM and from now on i'll contact you whenever i can. im really, really sorry...your abcense, your depression, all of it was caused by me and i'll do anything to redeem myself. im so sorry.

*extremely ashmed of herself*

Soph.

I just don't want you to feel guilty of anything Soph... but I guess I kind of lied when I said I got over it before. I will try to contact you every now and then with the addresses you specified in your PM. I sent a reply by the way.

Well, I was going to respond to this thread earlier, but I was under the assumption that I would be going to school today until something was holding me back *coughverysorebackcough* =\ Anyways, I have noticed that you haven't been online lately, even if I don't know you well. =\ I just assumed that you were a bit preoccupied with things in life like school, social life, and other things that prevent you or restrict your internet time. But I had no clue it was because of this. =\ I would say more, but I can't really think of anything to say...except for, welcome back. :)

Thanks for your concern... ^^;

[Kairi]

Hey, welcome back Optic. I missed ya! I wondered where you had gone, you just seemed…to vanish. I hope you’ll be able to stay and socialize with us all now. ^_^

[Jess]

Yay Optic is staying.. lol. I would never ever leave PC..XD not unless Liz left..XD

[bna_li]

Hey! No problem if you don't wanna go into detail! Just say Hakuna Matata... *gets slapped* OK...

[Imakuni?]

o. so thats soph... now that i think about it ive seen some of her posts b4

[Greed]

You got depressed because of a friend's absence? That's sweet, at least u care. When a friend of mines is absent I just silently curse them inside my head thinking they'd left me or sumthing =P Very sweet of you, Optic. I haven't been posting cus I had a pretty bad fight with mah mum, and I got depressed. That's why I putted -dead- on my lil title ^^; But hey, least you cared about a buddy =D

*dies*

[Optic]

Hey, welcome back Optic. I missed ya! I wondered where you had gone, you just seemed…to vanish. I hope you’ll be able to stay and socialize with us all now. ^_^
Thank you Kairi. ^^;

You got depressed because of a friend's absence? That's sweet, at least u care. When a friend of mines is absent I just silently curse them inside my head thinking they'd left me or sumthing =P Very sweet of you, Optic. I haven't been posting cus I had a pretty bad fight with mah mum, and I got depressed. That's why I putted -dead- on my lil title ^^; But hey, least you cared about a buddy =D

*dies*
Aww... thanks. *hugs*

I'm sorry to hear that you had a bad fight with your mum... :'(