Every time I wake up in the morning.
Posted June 28th, 2011 at 08:39 AM by インフェルノの津波
Tags huh, okay..., sleep, weird, what is this i don't even
I feel like a piece of ****.
I want to go back to sleep.
I want to break my clock.
I wish I wasn't so tired.
I want to kill my mother.
I want more time.
I want to satisfied for once.
I wish I wasn't stupid.
I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
I want to stop this repetitive cycle.
I want a cat to sleep with.
I want a friend I can wake up to.
I wish I had something to look forward.
I wish this wasn't so pointless.
I want to get up. Right now.
I wish I had a rival to challenge myself with.
I wish I was born stupid.
I wish I was born intelligent.
I want to prove my worth.
I wish my father didn't abandon me.
I wish my mom payed attention like she too.
I wish my mouth didn't taste so bad.
I sometimes wish I didn't found this damned site.
I wish I had a talent.
I wish I knew what I wanted do.
I wish I could open my eyes and actually appreciate what I had.
But I can't.
I want more.
I want more than this existence.
I want to know who I really am.
I wish I didn't have Asperger's.
I wish my mind wasn't so fragmented.
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Time to get up.
I want to go back to sleep.
I want to break my clock.
I wish I wasn't so tired.
I want to kill my mother.
I want more time.
I want to satisfied for once.
I wish I wasn't stupid.
I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
I want to stop this repetitive cycle.
I want a cat to sleep with.
I want a friend I can wake up to.
I wish I had something to look forward.
I wish this wasn't so pointless.
I want to get up. Right now.
I wish I had a rival to challenge myself with.
I wish I was born stupid.
I wish I was born intelligent.
I want to prove my worth.
I wish my father didn't abandon me.
I wish my mom payed attention like she too.
I wish my mouth didn't taste so bad.
I sometimes wish I didn't found this damned site.
I wish I had a talent.
I wish I knew what I wanted do.
I wish I could open my eyes and actually appreciate what I had.
But I can't.
I want more.
I want more than this existence.
I want to know who I really am.
I wish I didn't have Asperger's.
I wish my mind wasn't so fragmented.
...
Time to get up.
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Comments
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You have Asberger's, Craige? :O
I know someone in real life with that. He's a good person. :)
I can't imagine how tough life must be for you. :<
I'm sure you have talent. I mean, you're really creative. I'm sure you're great at something, you just haven't realised it yet.
Though, I can't help but wonder. Why do you regret finding this site? :<Posted June 28th, 2011 at 09:47 AM by ~Ryukaa
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Posted June 28th, 2011 at 10:15 AM by インフェルノの津波
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Posted June 28th, 2011 at 01:52 PM by Xyrin
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Quoted for truth. You are not alone. I took out what I don't feel in the morning, but most of it is still there. Especially the cat to sleep with and friend to wake up to part. Cats are so nice.Quote:I feel like a piece of ****.
I want to go back to sleep.
I want to break my clock.
I wish I wasn't so tired.
I want more time.
I want to satisfied for once.
I wish I wasn't stupid.
I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
I want to stop this repetitive cycle.
I want a cat to sleep with.
I want a friend I can wake up to.
I wish I had something to look forward.
I wish this wasn't so pointless.
I wish I was born intelligent.
I want to prove my worth.
I wish my mouth didn't taste so bad.
I sometimes wish I didn't found this damned site.
I wish I had a talent.
I wish I knew what I wanted do.Posted June 28th, 2011 at 05:29 PM by Sydian
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Print off a picture of Nyan Cat problem solved. People wish they could have or not deal with a lot of things but they still deal with them and live on. And stop this repetitive cycle... Damn oh how I feel this one, some times it seems like I do the same thing ever day, and it's boring as hell some times. Oh well, and if this was intended to be a poem good job sir.Posted June 28th, 2011 at 07:24 PM by Kenshin5
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Posted June 29th, 2011 at 05:24 AM by インフェルノの津波
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Did I know you are an Aspie? I don't recall if it was you or not. Kindred spirits or something here. But this
I have to say I feel it all the time. Besides wishing I didn't have Asperger's, I don't mind that. I don't know what to do though.Quote:I wish I could open my eyes and actually appreciate what I had.
But I can't.
I want more.
I want more than this existence.
I want to know who I really am.
I wish I didn't have Asperger's.
I wish my mind wasn't so fragmented.
Totes addicted to PC too, but I don't mind that all too much.Posted July 1st, 2011 at 05:36 AM by TheSmartOne









