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I'll draw a deeper breath.

Posted January 16th, 2012 at 6:58 PM by Abnegation

I am sorry that I cannot draw. I am sorry that I cannot express a thousand words through a pallette upon paper, nor through the lines upon my arm and the bags below my eyes. Through and through my being has been picked apart, by the wolves that are words from those who strike their judgement across my bare being.

But, it is not those who judge me who are at fault within this mind any longer. It is my mind in which longs to be at fault. Those with positive minds wish to see others prevail almost as much as they wish for themselves to do so. And it has been my lack of self efficacy that has crippled my words, my portrayal, my self.

Who is to say that once a man 'becomes' a man that they are no longer a boy? A boy I was. A man I wish to be. Limbo lies to my left, and that is the direction my compass points. It is time to turn around, and face a new future. An attitude of adept arrogance can deplete within the waters of desired prosperity. I'll take a little longer as I blink this time, draw a deeper breath, and perhaps see the world in a better light. Yes, I will make those actions habit. New beginnings, old despair, dead attitudes.

Time to learn to draw, and show the world who I should be, without a thousand words.
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  1. Old Comment
    Gold warehouse's Avatar
    Now I know what the 20 crates were for.
    Posted January 17th, 2012 at 10:06 AM by Gold warehouse Gold warehouse is offline
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    Kura's Avatar
    Bridgeman's anatomy book= best starting point. Good luck!!
    Posted January 17th, 2012 at 11:27 AM by Kura Kura is offline
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    Blue's Cloyster Cult's Avatar
    Originally Posted by Kura View Comment
    Bridgeman's anatomy book= best starting point. Good luck!!
    The drawing aspect was a metaphor~
    Posted January 17th, 2012 at 12:40 PM by Blue's Cloyster Cult Blue's Cloyster Cult is offline
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    Originally Posted by Abnegation View Comment
    The drawing aspect was a metaphor~
    Well then..

    my point is still applicable ;3~~ Bridgeman is BOSS
    Posted January 17th, 2012 at 2:05 PM by Kura Kura is offline
    Updated January 18th, 2012 at 10:05 AM by Kura

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