hiiii (read this. now.)
signed on here for April Fool's Day
figured this would be the perfect time to clear some things up
the past couple years I made some really stupid decisions and acted really immaturely around here. I was pretty much a troll to a lot of people. Picked fights, made stupid posts, had dumb rants, etc. I'm not gonna get cheesy but it was an emotional couple of years and I didn't know how to handle myself so I taught myself certain personalities to take on.
I hate when people use excuses about "I was emotional and wasn't thinking clearly" because it's so overused and sappy. it was extremely hypocritical and weak of me to act how I acted just because I was bored, anxious etc. I'm not looking for forgiveness, but just to get this off my chest.
I'm definitely not saying "I'm a better man now lolz" and all that bullcrap because I still have a lot of growing up to do but just to make it clear - I'm sorry and I regret it, blah blah blah cornfest.
if I just trolled and whatever the heck, it would be fine but I actually had a specific reputation here that I totally screwed up just, cause, well, I felt like it. XDDDD
for all the people I trolled: there's, like, a 99% chance you're still annoyed with me and that's good, because if someone acted around me the way I acted around them, sure as heck I wouldn't love them the next day. I'm not looking to virtually hold hands and sing songs together, I just feel like I need to let this be known.
I feel like I'm doing everything I hate by making this cheesy whiny blog, but I just need to get it out in the open and at least try and acknowledge the fact that I have a much more level head now.
I'm not making an apology list because y'all know who you are. probably. but I'm still not making a list because I'm friggin lazy.
have you ever looked back at the year before you and realized how many stupid things you've done? yeah. XDDDDD
btw, I couldn't have picked a worse day to make this blog because it's april fools but since it's on my mind I need to write it before I forget about it
I'm not planning on becoming active again but I just figured I'd make this blog to clear things up :D
*goes and hides*
Posted March 31st, 2012 at 10:56 PM by Kano Shuuya