Have I really changed?
Posted October 7th, 2012 at 02:32 AM by Miss Doronjo
Short entry, but, sometimes I wonder, have I really changed? If so, was it for the better, or for the worse?
People have been lately telling me that 'I'm too mellow' or that 'I'm too serious and needs to take a joke more' while people have -missed- the 'old me' where I was all 'eccentric' - hyper and crazy, and stuff.
Well, okay, lately I've been more laid back than I was about... 2 years ago, when I was literally running all over the place to do loads of things, like... picking up ladles, helping to make soup for the local food shelter; I wasn't one to stay in the house all day.
Eh, It's kinda... depressing when I look at it that way. I mean, what happened? I just don't know. Am I really 'me?' again, I don't know. Maybe I'm taking this more seriously than I'm supposed to, and this is the 'me' that's been waiting to get out?
Hm.
People have been lately telling me that 'I'm too mellow' or that 'I'm too serious and needs to take a joke more' while people have -missed- the 'old me' where I was all 'eccentric' - hyper and crazy, and stuff.
Well, okay, lately I've been more laid back than I was about... 2 years ago, when I was literally running all over the place to do loads of things, like... picking up ladles, helping to make soup for the local food shelter; I wasn't one to stay in the house all day.
Eh, It's kinda... depressing when I look at it that way. I mean, what happened? I just don't know. Am I really 'me?' again, I don't know. Maybe I'm taking this more seriously than I'm supposed to, and this is the 'me' that's been waiting to get out?
Hm.
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Posted October 7th, 2012 at 03:32 AM by Toujours
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Posted October 7th, 2012 at 03:48 AM by Patchisou Yutohru
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I know this problem.. I deal with it myself, but i have learned over the years that no matter how much your personality changes or how much people seem to change you. You will still be you, YOU will not change a bit, learn to stay true to who you are. and dont let anyone say that you have changed or that your not a good person yadda, yadda, yadda.... Tell them different.Posted October 7th, 2012 at 05:39 AM by jerichob10









