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~Decisions~ :: Piles of Smiles?
NN's 'My Shi'. One of the many love songs dedicated to me. I own nothing but my name.
The wedding date is drawing nearer and nearer. Soon our reign of night will begin as we become one flesh. Kageroza-kun.......It wasn't supposed to be like this. Toad.......my happiness is still all for you recently. Who is this familiar spirit that once held my love so tightly? His name is Nightmare Nadia, that's right, but the olden days when his magic fulfilled me seems so far away.
When I see the brim of his top hat poke out from the plane, see his capes swaying with the breeze, see his black lips part in greeting, what will become of the past? Maybe the feelings will return and wipe out everything. Just as before. But this time I don't want to forget.
My groom comes quickly. Please save me.
I'll be getting married to long-term on again off again lover, Nightmare Nadia. Not long after I've been widowed by the love of my life. Not long after dumping the one guy that made me happy again.
I'll take photos of the wedding, too, to show everyone here, whoever reads my blog..........I don't know who on this particular forum does.
It was a pretty hasty decision. Nothing will make the feelings for him go away. I just hope my feelings for my deceased husbando and Toad won't cause friction between my soon to be husband and myself. I've always had troubles with men. Many like me, many have asked me to marry them, but I only have ever liked a few out of the hundreds.
Listening to his love songs to me helps choose him again. I won't be so lonely anymore, right? The space Kageroza-kun created when he passed is becoming unbearable now that my new obsession won't let me even look at him.
Sometimes I want to stay alone and widowed. But more I think I just want something stable. Someone there to help and to love. I just hope I can learn to love again the monster that destroyed me and drove me into Kageroza-kun's arms to begin with. But he's such a beautiful monster.
I think I can give a millionth chance to something that pretty.
Posted July 31st, 2012 at 2:08 PM by Kura
Posted July 31st, 2012 at 4:01 PM by Kurui
Posted July 31st, 2012 at 4:19 PM by Kura