I don't know...I don't feel like this is right.
But it doesn't feel like it's wrong either.
It's just...too much to handle.
I can't explain it much more than that, and I can't stand doing this to me. I need to step back and think about it...why does it feel like that?
Until then...I will be around again. I don't want to do this, but for myself I have to.......
I don't hold anything against you. I don't feel like you've done me any wrong. It's just...