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Regret

Posted November 7th, 2012 at 08:10 PM by Senusret

Is what I'm feeling right now. I was browsing an old forum I joined in the early days of my internet life. Back in April there was an incident involving me and some of the staff there, and I was at first filled with hatred of what they did to me. Some of you may recall this incident, but most of you wont.

Being banned doesn't feel good at all. I had never tasted it until then, and for the longest time I couldn't get over myself. Time after time I tried venting my frustration over it, only to delete it afterwards out of regret and guilt. For a long while I really thought I was in the right in the incident, mainly because some bystanders agreed with me and the tone of the staff there was less than nice. A lot of rude things were said to me, making me feel even more bloated in thinking I was righteous in the end.

But, I wondered for a bit after changing my mind on publishing the e-mails involved. Was I really right, or am I still back to my old habits, dragging my reputation in the mud still? I felt like I was in the wrong, even with the anger built up from the embarrassment I had in front of everyone I knew.

I'm starting to think I'm the fool here. I'm the dumb**** Rush Limbaugh complaining about moving to Canada—or in this case, here. For a long while I liked how things were run here. There weren't tons of noobs driving the moderators insane, there was supporter tiers, and other things that peeked my interest.

I wonder if I'm going to end up regretting making this blog post and end up furthering the global decline of my online reputation with its deletion. And droomph, bring back your cressaunt avatar and talk to me ;д;
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    droomph's Avatar
    lol nope

    morky sez no



    (sry)
    Posted November 7th, 2012 at 08:37 PM by droomph droomph is offline
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    Hikamaru's Avatar
    I love Droomphy's current avatar.
    Posted November 8th, 2012 at 04:47 AM by Hikamaru Hikamaru is online now
 

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