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Why do I do this to myself?

Posted February 21st, 2013 at 01:25 AM by GolurkIsDaBomb

It's 4 o'clock. 4:10 AM to be exact. And I'm still not asleep. I don't have insomnia, as I can pass out whenever I'm tired, so why do I stay up this late? Thank god it's vacation, so I can do whatever I want, but I stay up as late as 2 regularly during school weeks. I can't even remember the last time I went to bed before 12! I think I've just become used to the constant tiredness, which ebbs away as soon as I get home from school, (which is why I don't nap) and that's probably due to having band last period. I seriously need to curb this problem, as I don't know how much longer I can be this tired, constantly. It hasn't really effected how I do in school though, which just adds to the problem. I feel like I'm losing track of when I'm most sensible - sometimes I feel tired me is the smartest as I'm worn down so I can't hide from everything. I don't know, it feels like the more... raw(?) I am, the more I have to face myself. I'm not really sure what I mean here. But then I feel the opposite when I've had enough sleep, as I'm healthier and of a stronger mind(?) When I've had enough sleep I feel I can get my act together, make lists etc. Also, I just burst out laughing because some of the text near my profile pic can't be seen. Ugh.

Rambling-angry-at-self-4-AM blog is rambling (and angry at self at 4 AM).
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    Castform's Avatar
    I'm tired, so why do I stay up this late?
    Because you are chatting with your awesome server friends ;].

    No but seriously I think I know what you mean Golurk, because I kinda have the same problem. As you know from the server I tend to stay up pretty late as well, maybe not as late as you but still. I have noticed though on nights that I do get a decent amount of sleep my day seems weird. First if I get to sleep early I wake up early and I hate mornings so it makes me feel worse, idk I know that is weird, but it does affect me.Also I am a person who can function on very little sleep so I tend to stay up as late as possible knowing that the next day I will be able to concentrate at a decent level without thinking about a nap. As for the reasons of why I don't go to bed at a early hour there are many, but the biggest ones are, I like staying up on the server and chatting with you guys and also I have a bad habit of texting my friends pretty late. However, I think mu biggest problem is that I think if I go to sleep early I might miss something and I hate missing out on things(I know not many important things happen at 3 am but I still cannot help it.) I know I am rambling on here, but I honestly know how you feel.
    Posted February 21st, 2013 at 06:56 AM by Castform Castform is offline
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    cuttlefishCuller's Avatar
    I'm a night owl too. I stay up until dawn every freaking night and I hate it. I don't have insomnia, but I just stay up -- then wake up at like 2pm :/. It got so bad at one point that I actually consulted some professionals about it. I was told that it's totally normal for some 17-25 year olds to have an off schedule. It's just a chemical / hormonal thing and it has nothing to do with your mood or what you do during the day.

    So don't worry too much about it. Take some Melatonin to get you through the night and you'll just grow out of it in time.
    Posted February 21st, 2013 at 12:40 PM by cuttlefishCuller cuttlefishCuller is offline

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