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I made a mistake.

Posted July 21st, 2013 at 08:21 PM by Chase

First of all let me tell you that I am not a person who likes to admit to my mistakes because I make a lot and it can become really really embarrassing at times so I try to avoid doing that, but now I have one that I made, but must admit it. Leaving PC for the reason I left was a mistake. I was inconsiderate of many people when I chose to do this, but I didn't let that affect me and I went along with it anyways.

I said in my leaving blog that I wasn't happy with life in general, and while that stands true the real reason I left was because I lost my best friend and it sent me into a pretty bad state of depression. I wouldn't eat or sleep and it hurt me a lot. However I realized that leaving PC and upsetting my friends wasn't the answer. Also what does it solve? NOTHING. Me leaving won't bring back my friend and I can't believe I even did it. I overreacted because I was scared and upset and didn't know how to handle the situation. Instead of being so upset and worrying about myself, I should have been joyful about the fact that my best friend was moving on and making something of his life(which I am 100000% happy for :D)! Now I realize that and it amplifies the fact that I made a HUGE mistake.

The reason I chose to blog about this is to apologize to everyone that I hurt. I have many friends here who were saddened to hear the news and I want them to know that I am deeply sorry. I love PC and it is home to me and I just don't see myself ready to leave just yet. I still want to become active in X&Y once the games are released and be involved in the community as a whole. Once again I am sorry for the confusion and admit to my mistake. I am back, slightly less active due to issues, but I am not leaving you guys altogether.
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    droomph's Avatar
    well glad to see you back forever and ever c:

    you'll never leave i'll assure you of that
    Posted July 21st, 2013 at 08:48 PM by droomph droomph is offline
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    Fairy's Avatar
    Overreacting or acting out when we lose someone is probably the most human thing on earth. If you're friends on PC are truly the people you know them to be, they understand that and have already accepted your apology.
    Posted July 21st, 2013 at 08:59 PM by Fairy Fairy is offline
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    Chase's Avatar
    Quote:
    Overreacting or acting out when we lose someone is probably the most human thing on earth. If you're friends on PC are truly the people you know them to be, they understand that and have already accepted your apology.
    You are absolutely right! I know my best friends more than anyone and I know they have forgiven me. It's hard, but I have to be strong :]
    Posted July 21st, 2013 at 09:02 PM by Chase Chase is offline
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    Meganium's Avatar
    Been there, done that. A loss of a best friend is the worst thing ever to happen in your life, especially since you were so close to him. You should be grateful that you have other friends who care for you and know that you are the most amazing person ever. Let him go and let him move on. Focus on what's around you, and most of all, you are not alone.

    Take time to recover, as I completely understand how you feel. I've been meaning to stop by and chat with you via skype but I didn't want to disturb you as it was a horrible, horrible time for you. Although, you're more than welcome to chat anytime if you need someone to talk. Remember, we're there for ya, buddy :3
    Posted July 21st, 2013 at 09:10 PM by Meganium Meganium is offline
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    Chase's Avatar
    You guys are amazing omg <3
    Posted July 21st, 2013 at 10:22 PM by Chase Chase is offline
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    awolfsquared's Avatar
    I haven't seen your blog, but it's good to have you back. I've lost good friends before and I know how that is. It hurts. But after time they do forgive you and then you're friendship grows again. You have to be strong is right. I hope you can recover and feel welcomed here. :)
    Posted July 21st, 2013 at 10:30 PM by awolfsquared awolfsquared is offline
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    Urugamosu's Avatar
    Even though I don't know you all that well, I'm glad you're back. I hope your problems correct themselves and you can go back to being happy again.
    Posted July 22nd, 2013 at 01:58 AM by Urugamosu Urugamosu is offline
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    derozio's Avatar
    What I gathered from thus entry was that your best friend went away from you. As in leave for another place. Right? So how exactly did you lose him or her? I mean, I just left behind my best friend too. We are living 800 kilometers apart right now and are both dandy. We do stay in contact but neither of us was devastated. Regardless, glad to have you back!
    Posted July 22nd, 2013 at 02:12 AM by derozio derozio is offline
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    derozio's Avatar
    You guys were probably tooooooooo close though I guess.
    Posted July 22nd, 2013 at 02:13 AM by derozio derozio is offline
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    Chase's Avatar
    Nah, I don't think it was necessarily that, but me making a bigger deal out of the situation that necessary. I just overreacted that things wouldn't be the same anymore because I am a very emotional person and I let that get the best of me. I'd react this way to anything that impacted me and its a trait I just have. And I haven't lost my best friend necessarily because you never lose a best friend, but I am afraid of change this big and I guess I got scared and panicked. Anyways thanks again guys !!
    Posted July 22nd, 2013 at 03:57 AM by Chase Chase is offline
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    Kura's Avatar
    Welcome back!
    Posted July 22nd, 2013 at 04:19 AM by Kura Kura is offline
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    Squirrel's Avatar
    Glad to have you back. Love ya dude. :)
    Posted July 22nd, 2013 at 04:25 AM by Squirrel Squirrel is offline
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    Kiriyuuki Kasuna's Avatar
    Thank you for returning big bro~ And welcome back~ I missed you so much :<<
    Posted July 22nd, 2013 at 05:42 AM by Kiriyuuki Kasuna Kiriyuuki Kasuna is offline
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    Mana's Avatar
    It's always nice to see 'I'm back!' blogs rather than goodbyes hopefully I'll see you around.
    Posted July 22nd, 2013 at 06:51 AM by Mana Mana is online now
 

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