It’s right there for you to see, every kiss, every beer, every cotton field memory.
Tan legs & some Dixie Land delight, ridin’ round, windows down on a summer night.
I was there, and that was me. It's right here in my dirt road diary.
So this morning I managed to get a few extra hours of sleep, after picking up my dad from work. It felt better on my end, but I still need to rest a little more, and not overwork myself...which is what my mom keeps telling me. I need to work on restoring my habits again and get back on my own two feet again, I don't even know why I got off in the first place. I was doing so well back then. Everything in my life is being affected. Social life, school, online, I can't even drive in tranquility anymore, which is extremely risky. I can't carry a good conversation with my friends anymore. I'm just shut down. I lost all strength to be myself.
I'm gonna go ahead and take next week off of PC, the server, probably everything on the internet... maybe two weeks if possible. I rescheduled my psychology appointment to tomorrow so I can speak with her about my ongoing emotional distraught which is affecting everything around me. I wanted to stick around and join Community Day, but for my health I must skip once again. It's the one event I've been looking forward to, really. Hopefully during that time off the internet I can regain that mental strength that I just...keep losing every time.
The only ways of reaching me would be on skype...but I'll only be DND so don't hesitate to message me anytime.
bis, Mori, Sector, Shawn, everyone at the server, and everyone I've talked in the past or recently. I shall be back in a week or two. <3 On some I left you animal gifs just to say hello~ I'll work on more later before I log off and get back on doing my paper.
For now, au revoir~
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