&Your effort was valueless, sorry, princess~.
I have a long wishlist.
It's pretty long...
I'd normally write this down in my diary or tell it to my stuffed animals. Like Milky Crystal. I talk to him because I feel like no one loves me and that I'm all alone in this world... okay?
So my long wishlist:
- I want to learn how to love myself.
- I want to be able to feel like a real person
- I don't want to be a suicidal teen anymore.
- I want to be happy I was born. (I'm not happy I was born.)
- In general, I just want to be happy.
What I want for Hanukkah:
Tales of the Abyss
Gates to Infinity
Rune Factory 4.
Run Factory 3
Ragnarok the Game
Princess Debut (Mahou Shojo game.)
And to be actually happy.
So selfish. I'm so selfish.
I've tried talking to my school psychologist about how I wish I were dead, but I keep it to myself. This is why I keep a diary, too.
Posted November 3rd, 2013 at 8:13 PM by derozio
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