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christmas feast!!!

Posted December 4th, 2011 at 12:34 PM by lacella

firstly, [url=]this link is just a little bit awesome[/url] ;3.

last night i went to a christmas feast with my high school friends! it was amazing and there was so much food @_______@

spot the lacella!

i was hesitant about going because, well... i pretty much lost contact with them after graduation. i think i just got sick of people to be completely honest, closed myself off during the latter part of 12th grade and just became a hermit. then i got into a roll of terrible relationships and... yeah. haha.

it's been a while since i've actually been irl with people i consider friends and not just co-workers, or people that were part of projects i helped lead, or parent's friends who i met at dinner parties and the like. in those cases, i don't really open up to them about my personal life because 1. work is the only thing we had in common 2. i'm a leader-figure and that always causes some sort of distance, even if subtle and 3. they're my parent's friends, so, y'know. and i have to play the perfect daughter role etc.

so for years i've kind of just been by myself irl, and like pretty awkward around others because those were the only types of people i was ever around. right now i'm not sure why i'm word vomiting all this to PC, haha. but in a way it's for me, really. anyway, that stuff just made me so awkward. i fluctuate between really shy in person to confident, but i'm never really comfortable to open up to anyone.

but then last night it was like... whoa. haha. two of the girls have their own place now (it's super pretty) and they kept inviting me to sleep over sometime. i hadn't seen any of them since easter and before that, i hadn't seen them for years. and they were saying that they missed me and stuff and i guess i was just like, really really happy and wondering what exactly happened between highschool and now? why'd i push everyone away? i don't know if it was an extended bout of depression or what.

so i guess... this is my step back into a world where i actually have my own friends irl, regardless of who they know in my family. it sounds so pathetic LOL. but... yeah. and i'm really happy. the feast was a wonderful start to the christmas season n___n.


ok BYE and thanks for having the patience to read through this if you did (: xx
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    Blade_of_darkness's Avatar
    You all looked like you had a blast.

    Are you the one in the red?
    Posted December 4th, 2011 at 12:46 PM by Blade_of_darkness Blade_of_darkness is online now
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    lacella's Avatar
    yeah we did!!! SO MUCH FOOD. i couldn't eat anymore!

    anddd nope xD
    Posted December 4th, 2011 at 01:14 PM by lacella lacella is offline
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    donavannj's Avatar
    I'm tempted to guess you're the one hamming it up for the camera, but I'm pretty sure that's not you.

    Are you behind the camera?
    Posted December 4th, 2011 at 01:26 PM by donavannj donavannj is offline
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    mystletainn's Avatar
    omg all of that food looks so good! GIVE ME SOME!
    Posted December 4th, 2011 at 01:27 PM by mystletainn mystletainn is offline
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    lacella's Avatar
    don, nope!!

    HINT: i match my PC profile. lmao.

    LUKEEEE. 9283901283021 mile throw!!
    Posted December 4th, 2011 at 01:50 PM by lacella lacella is offline
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    donavannj's Avatar
    I SEE YOU! :o

    That food looks delicious I totally have to figure out where you live so I can crash your food parties like this one! Only kidding about that last, stalkerish line, of course.
    Posted December 4th, 2011 at 02:35 PM by donavannj donavannj is offline
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    Overlord Drakow's Avatar
    Originally Posted by donavannj View Comment
    I SEE YOU! :o

    That food looks delicious I totally have to figure out where you live so I can crash your food parties like this one! Only kidding about that last, stalkerish line, of course.
    Posted December 4th, 2011 at 02:49 PM by Overlord Drakow Overlord Drakow is offline
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    vaporeon7's Avatar
    After reading that, it makes me think that I haven't spent any non-school time with friends in a while either.

    OMG what was your starter and what is your team?!
    Posted December 4th, 2011 at 02:51 PM by vaporeon7 vaporeon7 is offline
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    lacella's Avatar
    LOL don & drakow xD.

    aww any of you are welcome to crash food parties anytime! i think it's be awesome to meet some PC members :3

    and hi vappy!! i picked snivy and i'm only at the 2nd town, right now i have lilipup, purrloin and panpour! n________n
    Posted December 4th, 2011 at 03:04 PM by lacella lacella is offline

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