Woo Intro Blog

Hm, so first blog entry! I guess I'll talk a little bit about who I am and my flaws, as flaws are a huge part of who we are and how we act. Yeah, this blog will be mainly about my main flaws.

Where to start? I'm a blue-eyed, American, dirty blond/brown haired male who enjoys long walks on the beach, and getting caught in the rain...

Okay, so I guess let's actually start off with my family life? I have a great family, of whom I often don't appreciate, but I blame this due to being a teenager. My family is very steady in terms of money, and I've never really had to do chores... which I think is part of what's made me such a lazy procrastinator of a person. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming my parents, as I understand they wanted my siblings and I to have a carefree childhood, unlike them. All I'm saying is that I think that's where these qualities of mine have stemmed from. Anyway, these have been causing problems for me lately. Being lazy, I never feel like doing the work, and being a procrastinator I always put it off... so I end up going to bed extremely late and being miserable in school. I've been trying to fix this lately, and it has been working... I just hope I can keep it up. I also have a tendency to expect that I'll do well at things and get upset when I fail, which completely ties with how I rarely study or practice for things. It's irrational, I know, but I don't do my best to not let it affect anyone but myself.

That's not the only thing I keep to myself though. I keep EVERYTHING to myself. Over the past couple months I've been trying to be more open with people, and I feel like talking with people on PC has helped that too...but I don't have anyone to tell everything to yet. I don't even know what I'd tell to them half the time, as I think a lot of what frustrates me is the just that I don't have a person. You can probably tell how circular my problems are by now.

I also think I have a bit of an obsessive personality. I do my best to keep this in check, but it's hard to... I tend to get VERY obsessed with something for a short period of time until it becomes less enjoyable, and I then move on. When I was younger, I used to watch the movie Dumbo all the time, over and over. I then moved on to Rudolph The Red-nosed Reindeer, which I swear I watched most day of the week. After that was The Incredibles, which I know I watched at least once a week. As I've grown older I've calmed down, but I often check things again. (so don't be surprised if you view my profile and see me checking our conversation to make sure I sent the VM lol) I know this makes me sound crazy, but it's more that if there's something I like, I want more of it. Don't we all?

My life is very calm,as I try to keep it so, mainly so I can keep control of myself. I don't know what would happen if I REALLY let loose, and I don't know if I ever could. I am happy with my life, as many problems as I have. I have a good family great friends, no strife...

And as many flaws as I have, (and there are more, but I don't feel like sharing those) I do have many good qualities. Not trying to be arrogant or contrived, but I believe I'm smart, witty, caring, funny... but I know I don't always show these qualities.

So yeah, that's me flaws and all! :D

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