My biggest secret.
I feel worse and worse mentally by the day.
I found that hair is produced by a hormone called dihydrotestosterone which is made by 5-alpha reductase...if I could find a source of that 5-alpha reductase I could potentially do some awful things to people. This isn't as worrying as much as self image issues but still worrisome to me.
I also have vivid fantasies of strapping a police officer to a flagpole, supergluing him in place, and humiliating him like he did me.
The most worrisome example in the recent past is that I've been thinking, and I feel that the worst way to torture someone is to inject them with heroin for two or three doses as to sustain an addiction, and then let them go. I almost feel like doing that to somebody - trap them in a basement and feed them heroin for a day. It's worrying to the sane part of me.
It's only a couple more incidents before I just lose myself completely, and I don't want to leave the world I'm in now. One with peace, cooperation, and reality.
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