I'm always scared.
I know I sound like a whiny rich kid right now, but I constantly feel either scared, suspicious, or terrified of everything around me.
I mean, I don't live in freaking Afghanistan where I have a good reason to be cautious (as in, I want to keep my limbs), but I live in a middle-class neighborhood where everybody protects the kids from nothing ("omg honey ur gunna die if u go out in the dark alone!" "um mom the street is lit and Rite Aid is literally right in front of our house"), so I should be the opposite of cautious regarding my safety, but instead I feel like somebody's always gonna kill me at the most inopportune times about the craziest things (hey we're having a tea ceremony! I should think about a bomb blowing up next to the teahouse!).
Well, now it's 9AM and it's my daily "wait for the hitman to kill me" hour! Wish me luck!
I hate my consciousness.
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