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it must feel so good

Posted October 31st, 2013 at 07:51 PM by Zorua

to be ostracized and forgotten. to be looked down upon and knowing that there's little you can do about it. To know that your feelings on things don't matter, that people would laugh at you for them and treat them as a joke. That no matter how hard you try, people would scoff and laugh at you regardless. i want to cry so badly, but even crying isnt going to solve it. I'm trapped in a position where people are free to do this, and nothing can and will be done. It's to be expected.

just a rant, is all. proceed to laugh as necessary.
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    Castform's Avatar
    Derk u can always talk to me. <3 feel better soon buddy
    Posted October 31st, 2013 at 07:59 PM by Castform Castform is online now
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    Echidna's Avatar
    Let me tell you that I know exactly how that feels, and I managed to get past it in a matter of seconds. Seconds that changed my life. The problem is, I think saying it won't have the same effect. I'm open for a PM if and when you want to know.

    Wow that sounded like a cheesy commercial sorry.
    Posted October 31st, 2013 at 09:10 PM by Echidna Echidna is offline
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    derozio's Avatar
    Look, I'm in no position to say much because I have no idea what you must be going through. Just reading through what you wrote is painful. I can't even imagine how it must feel to actually experience it. But, please, please know that it is all over if you give up. Nothing is going to change and you'll always be in the pit if you give up. To me, when you said that you're in no position to do anything about it, it felt as if you're saying that you're getting used to it. Nothing can and will be done? That's just not possible. You can get out of the mess you're in. No matter how deep you're trapped. Just that you'll have to exert yourself a bit more than those who have things easy. But please don't give up hope.

    I realize that sounds cheesy as **** but honestly, that's just what I think. And I apologise if anything I said comes off as rude to you considering I'm in no position to say anything. But, really, I'm one of those who think life will always take a turn for the better if you don't lose hope. It can be pretty ******, alright, but the ****** part won't last forever. If it is taking too long, there's just something that you yourself haven't tried. Sorry again, though. Don't...um, want to sound preachy but. I care for you, derk. And do not want you to give in to ****** life.
    Posted October 31st, 2013 at 11:23 PM by derozio derozio is offline
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    I'm open on skype or on here as well. You helped me in the past, let me help you this time. <3 You'll get through it, I know it.
    Posted November 1st, 2013 at 04:14 PM by Axeliira Axeliira is offline

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