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It is time for Jack to let 'er rip!

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    Belldandy's Avatar

    Suicidal thoughts

    I'm very happy that this was just a dream. As someone who went through this as a reality (and who has a sister who still deals with these thoughts on a regular basis, plus a personality disorder), it is very scary to go through. I still have trauma and nightmares about certain things, and I have panic and anxiety attacks when I think about university this coming year and whether or not the teachers will properly adhere to my IEP (it's going to be structured around my social anxiety).

    I'm just glad that it was only a dream, and that you're not actually thinking that way. Dreams are messed up sometimes
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 06:19 PM by Belldandy Belldandy is online now
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    Dante's Avatar

    Suicidal thoughts

    No, I didn't mean it literally haha. It is more of a 'won't let anything affect me really badly'. Because, frankly, the past year has seen me lose a lot of confidence in myself. People talk, I've constantly been exposed to people saying things that upset me. Which was probably beginning to get to me - whether I consciously accepted it or not. I know there will be ups and downs - that's life - but I won't ever let anything affect me to the extent that I consider killing myself lol. I've had enough of that in one dream. Scared the crap outta me.
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 05:52 PM by Dante Dante is offline
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    Suicidal thoughts

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    But never before has life seemed so much better for being what it is like for me. I'm happy to be alive - and for the fact that I never had to suffer from anything like I did in the dream. I'm not gonna get upset over anything now - not even if I screw up the upcoming exams (which I won't ;p). Live happily, cheerfully - be a pervy animu/mango fan, improve my art to one day be able to make my own comic/manga, work hard enough in college starting this year so I get a good-ish job, study VG development and make a game someday. I'll accomplish all of these and more. I definitely will.
    Don't take this tooo seriously, remember to stay grounded. It's alright and arguably necessary to be upset sometimes. The trick is to be able to be upset without letting it slip into something worse. I'm going to tell you now that you will undoubtedly feel down about something sooner or later, but you will understand what your feelings mean and you won't let them get to you.
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 05:35 PM by Kanzler Kanzler is offline
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    Dante's Avatar

    Suicidal thoughts

    Thank you, bud! I definitely will. I will never let myself feel down over anything. Those two-three hours of nightmare taught me how crappy depression really is. Me do not want. ;; I'll keep my head high. No matter what.
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 01:03 PM by Dante Dante is offline
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    Genesis's Avatar

    Suicidal thoughts

    That's the spirit man! Embrace your dreams! :D
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 12:59 PM by Genesis Genesis is online now
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    Back to square one

    keep pushing
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 01:11 PM by Kanzler Kanzler is offline
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    Belldandy's Avatar

    Back to square one

    Just hafta wait and see :D Life can surprise you sometimes.

    Or, just come to Canada where if your grades are >70%, chances you'll get into a good uni' are high. If you want the "Harvard of Canada" (a.k.a. McGill) or Toronto, though, you're looking at 80%+ with the average of admissions being closer to 85%. Not sure how the equivalencies would work, but always an option.

    <3!
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 08:24 AM by Belldandy Belldandy is online now
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    curiousnathan's Avatar

    Back to square one

    Have faith in yourself! I'm sure you did well. Keep your head high. :)
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 03:40 AM by curiousnathan curiousnathan is offline
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    Dante's Avatar

    Tomorrow's the big day

    Oh yes, this is my last attempt. :p
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 06:36 PM by Dante Dante is offline
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    Belldandy's Avatar

    Tomorrow's the big day

    Do you only get two attempts ? I'm sure you'll do well :D
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 06:26 PM by Belldandy Belldandy is online now
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    Dante's Avatar

    Tomorrow's the big day

    Thanks, people! Though, I looked back at all of my course and....yeah, not optimistic anymore. I'm probably gonna be raped by this exam today for 3 hours continuously XD

    But whatever. ♥♥♥♥ it all. Not like I get another shot at this ♥♥♥♥. What'll happen will happen. I'll face it. I will HAVE to. I'll just try my best. If there is a god, he'll help me out so that whatever effort I put into studies in the past one year isn't in vain.

    So yes, meet you all in 6ish hours.
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 05:56 PM by Dante Dante is offline
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    Aerial Ace's Avatar

    Tomorrow's the big day

    You can do it. :)
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 12:46 PM by Aerial Ace Aerial Ace is offline
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    Belldandy's Avatar

    Tomorrow's the big day

    Oh, OK. I didn't notice the location; sorry

    Still interesting, though. Good luck!
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 09:24 AM by Belldandy Belldandy is online now
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    Lilith's Avatar

    Tomorrow's the big day

    Best of luck, baby. Study hard and rest easy. I was very nervous retaking the one class I failed. If I didn't pass, I couldn't pursue my degree. D:

    @Belldandy: No, he's not in the USA, but in India.
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 09:21 AM by Lilith Lilith is offline
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    Tomorrow's the big day

    I have seen you around, and while I haven't really gotten to know you, all I can say is that I can only hope for the best from you, dude.
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 06:42 AM by Crackle Crackle is online now
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    Belldandy's Avatar

    Tomorrow's the big day

    Really? Our college/uni' acceptances are based on the individual institutions alone. They take grades into consideration, and typically nothing more (except for graduate programs, where some require field experience and references). They have their own individual standards (some require 80%+, others accept anywhere from 60%+ pending space) and admission processes, too. The only thing that's government-regulated is the actual site where you apply to the universities; that's it.

    So in the USA, you have to take a national exam to see which colleges or universities you have the "right" to go to? If I've understood correctly
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 05:10 AM by Belldandy Belldandy is online now
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    Dante's Avatar

    Tomorrow's the big day

    It is an exam called JEE-MAINS, Belldandy. A national level college entrance exam. Comparale to SATs.

    Thanks avishka! Best of luck to you too!
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 05:07 AM by Dante Dante is offline
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    Avishka's Avatar

    Tomorrow's the big day

    I completely forgot that tomorrow is JEE exams...
    All the best yaar! i hope that the question paper is easy. :3
    wish me too...I would be giving them next year...well not JEE ..the medical exams >.<
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 05:03 AM by Avishka Avishka is offline
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    Belldandy's Avatar

    Tomorrow's the big day

    What exam is that? SATs? We don't have those in Canada, other than for Grade 5/9 math.
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 04:55 AM by Belldandy Belldandy is online now
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    Dante's Avatar

    Temporary phases of life

    Test and don't think the last few paras are applicable to you nick
    Posted 1 Week Ago at 09:07 PM by Dante Dante is offline

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