try fix yourself before you even think of getting on this website seriously

Rest up and don't feel obligated to post That way, if/when you're ready to come back you'll enjoy it much more.

ps. The Vaporeon in the comment box confused me loads ;__;.

Don't go out of your way to be active. No member is under any sort of obligation to visit regularly and stuff - make sure things offline are alright before you spend time online. :]

Wow, that's lucky! Congrats!

That's hella lucky! Congrats! Specially on Cacnea. idk I always think 3rd gen shinies are more special. :)

Whoa that is some epic luck! I think if Pokemon had a Book of Guiness World Records then you'd definitely make your own page!

Curse you and your beautifully colored shiny Poliwhirl. ):

hope you get better man.

Vappy I'm so sorry that things had to turn out this way. :( I hope as the days pass it becomes more tolerable to you, and at least when you get out you will only have to focus on maintaining what you have, not turning your entire life around all on your own. Now you have a team of doctors on your side and they really do know what's best so try to listen to them so you can get healthy okay?

<3

I don't blame you for wanting to delete Drakow's comments.

Anyway, I'm sorry this happened to you, Vappy. :( I wish there was something I could do to help. Don pretty much covered what I wanted to say, though so this is a useless comment. Just voicing support and such, I suppose. But yeah! Wish I could do something. :<

o_O That's terrible...

There's nothing wrong with you at all, omg I just hope you get better quicker :(

Hi there! I know you don't know me and I don't know you but I felt like I should comment and offer some advice.

I've been in a sort of similar situation to you. Last year I had to get a fairly serious spinal operation and I'm not going to lie - I felt terrible. Like you, I was stuck in a hospital bed, unable to get out and walk around (well I couldn't really walk anyways), couldn't go to the toilet (I had a catheter) and whenever I wanted to go on my side I had to call a nurse to help me. When I was able to go for a shower I had to get some random nurse, whom I had never met, before to help clean myself and whatnot. I had two (or three, I think I had a big one and two little ones) cannulae stuck in my hands which was really unpleasant, and a morphine drip. And agree - the hospital food isn't the best cuisine in the world. I didn’t really like watching the little television and I couldn't even read a book because I was too weak to lift it up. I felt horrible; I thought my life was pretty much over.

But you know what? It isn't over. If anything, it's gotten better. And another thing: you have to look at the positives. All of this is going to make you feel better and will be good for you in the long run. No doubt it's going to be difficult but you can do it! If I could do it, then anyone can! And I completely agree with everything donavannj has said: I know you might not want to eat but it's very important (even more so in your case). It's easier said than done (I didn't have much of an appetite at all when I was in hospital), but you really have to try and eat.

And don't be so hard on yourself. Sometimes us humans need a bit of help. It might be harder if you’re more if an independent person (i.e. myself) but sometimes you just have to let go of your independence and allow others to help you in order to feel and get better.

Sorry if this seems a bit creepy or anything, but I just felt like I should post a comment here to let you know everything will get better. It takes time, but it will get better.

I hope everything works out, man.

Focus on making your habits healthy again. The hospital food may be bland, but it's made in such a way that it's going to feed you the nutrients you need. Eating healthier can help solve the not getting enough sleep matter because your body will have the nutrition it needs in it in order to properly fast. See about getting a family member to bring you some books to give you some variety in tasks to do while idle in bed in the short term, if you haven't already. And listen to the doctors - they are professionals at treating the human body and genuinely worry when you aren't cooperating to better your own health. That and following their program has the highest odds of getting you out of the hospital the quickest. If you don't follow their program, you could end up staying far longer than a month.

And don't get down about not having been able to pull yourself out entirely on your own - being the social creatures that we are, humans often need some assistance when we have been struggling with deeply serious personal problems, be they emotional, mental, or physical.

sending you love vappy<3
You should write an amazing book!

Pokemon.

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Make sure you're eating some healthy meals to keep your strength at least! You wouldn't want to get sick!

well... it's a self-assessed OCD, don't make me sound crazy when I'm maybe not! ...though most likely am looool.

I miss you vapor. :(

I'm here for you, Vappy!

I can sing lullaby's like a pro!

OMFG, THERE'S A VAPOREON STUCK IN THE TEXT BOX. D:

Oh, and congrats. xD;