Palamon
Silence is Purple
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- 15
- Years
- Age 27
- Snezhnaya, Teyvat.
- Seen today
"Everyone has darkness eating away at their heart. One day that said darkness will take control of us all and corrode the human heart. No human being is pure--there is no such thing as a pure human being."
....And this is exactly what lives inside me! Everyone else has darkness inside them, whether they realize it or not, but I've come to realize. The darkness inside me is always there, but it doesn't always attack me--if it did I would be extremely suicidal most of my life. It's also the enity of my darkest thoughts--my anti-colorism, my world hating and my world philosophies. Some of my poetry has the darkness inside me within it. I try to seep some of my darkness in there that way it goes away. Now, if I were to become evil the darkness within me would corrode me, and take control of me. I wouldn't be me anymore. Let's hope that doesn't happen to me.
Also inside of us humans there's something in the center of our minds--in mine there's walls, mazes and forretresses. In the center of mine lies an abyss. An abyss that's devouring my mind. It's not around right now--but it's the lead reason to the amount of times I lose control of myself. It often causes me to go haywire. Yeah, it's a form of my mind attacking me. I guess in a way it makes me a little dangerous and when the abyss inside me is attacking me I get really depressed. (And afterwords my mood pretty much shows on the internet.) Oh, yeah, I used to be a slightly positive person--but maybe because of the darkness or the abyss in my mind I can no longer think positive. When I grow older both will disappear and I'll be able to think regularly but there is no such thing as being normal.
Everyone has something.
Yes, everyone does.
Welcome to my world. Beware, once you enter my world you may never come back because my world is dangerous.
....And this is exactly what lives inside me! Everyone else has darkness inside them, whether they realize it or not, but I've come to realize. The darkness inside me is always there, but it doesn't always attack me--if it did I would be extremely suicidal most of my life. It's also the enity of my darkest thoughts--my anti-colorism, my world hating and my world philosophies. Some of my poetry has the darkness inside me within it. I try to seep some of my darkness in there that way it goes away. Now, if I were to become evil the darkness within me would corrode me, and take control of me. I wouldn't be me anymore. Let's hope that doesn't happen to me.
Also inside of us humans there's something in the center of our minds--in mine there's walls, mazes and forretresses. In the center of mine lies an abyss. An abyss that's devouring my mind. It's not around right now--but it's the lead reason to the amount of times I lose control of myself. It often causes me to go haywire. Yeah, it's a form of my mind attacking me. I guess in a way it makes me a little dangerous and when the abyss inside me is attacking me I get really depressed. (And afterwords my mood pretty much shows on the internet.) Oh, yeah, I used to be a slightly positive person--but maybe because of the darkness or the abyss in my mind I can no longer think positive. When I grow older both will disappear and I'll be able to think regularly but there is no such thing as being normal.
Everyone has something.
Yes, everyone does.
Welcome to my world. Beware, once you enter my world you may never come back because my world is dangerous.
