Palamon
Silence is Purple
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- Age 27
- Snezhnaya, Teyvat.
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Right, though, there's things I've considered.
*I don't identity myself by my birth name anymore. I identify with Palamon or just "Pala." Melissa is a thing of the past. The only reason I put it on websites is because that's my screen name. Palamon is my identity. Yes, I use Treble Harble here, but that's to get away from the name Palamon for a little while. I don't feel right about doing that, but I have an alt I can switch names with if I ever suddenly need Palamon here. Yes, I identify as Palamon. I don't particularly identify as Melissa anymore, so please don't call me that. I feel the name is too feminine for my messed up gender issue identity at the moment. I'll let the internet know when I decide if I'm discarding the name altogether.
*Pronouns are tricky right now. I only want to be called she when I'm referring to myself as she. if you have to, please avoid pronouns, or do they/them if I'm not calling myself a she. Right now, it depends on which gender I feel at the time: male/female/genderless/mixed. Sometimes, I feel more than one or the other, or solely one, or even both. I'm being stupid, aren't I?
*Learning how to cook, use the vacuum, and other domestic skills. I seriously need to learn how to use an oven. It's pathetic I don't know how. I can't live on the microwave my whole life. The reason I haven't is because I'm literally afraid of the stove and am frightened at the fact I could burn myself. This happened to me once before when I was in the eighth grade, and I've been scared ever since.
But I can improve my living experience on this planet.
One step at a time.
*I don't identity myself by my birth name anymore. I identify with Palamon or just "Pala." Melissa is a thing of the past. The only reason I put it on websites is because that's my screen name. Palamon is my identity. Yes, I use Treble Harble here, but that's to get away from the name Palamon for a little while. I don't feel right about doing that, but I have an alt I can switch names with if I ever suddenly need Palamon here. Yes, I identify as Palamon. I don't particularly identify as Melissa anymore, so please don't call me that. I feel the name is too feminine for my messed up gender issue identity at the moment. I'll let the internet know when I decide if I'm discarding the name altogether.
*Pronouns are tricky right now. I only want to be called she when I'm referring to myself as she. if you have to, please avoid pronouns, or do they/them if I'm not calling myself a she. Right now, it depends on which gender I feel at the time: male/female/genderless/mixed. Sometimes, I feel more than one or the other, or solely one, or even both. I'm being stupid, aren't I?
*Learning how to cook, use the vacuum, and other domestic skills. I seriously need to learn how to use an oven. It's pathetic I don't know how. I can't live on the microwave my whole life. The reason I haven't is because I'm literally afraid of the stove and am frightened at the fact I could burn myself. This happened to me once before when I was in the eighth grade, and I've been scared ever since.
But I can improve my living experience on this planet.
One step at a time.