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April Fool's Day is different fo me.

Posted April 1st, 2013 at 10:18 PM by awolfsquared

I thought I shis somethngs. Not tryng ta create a big pity party, but I thought I shis mah thoughts.

April Fool's Day had always been different fo me. 13 years ago on April 1st, mah mom passed away. Mah dad found her not breathng on thair bed at midnight. He woke me and mah brothar's up hours later and tald us tha news. When I cbee downstairs, I saw mah Nana, uncle Mike, aunt Betty, aunt Mary Ann and aunt Shawty n tha kitchen. Mah nana was n tears. I was 8 years old but I knew what was happenng. Ta make us feel better , mah aunt Betty taok me and mah brothars ta Burger Kng fo lunch that day. We each gots staked meals and thay happened ta had special Pokemon tays. which cheered me up a bit. Tha funeral was awful and I cried a lot. I also remember brng mah Gbee Boi Color ta tha wake and playng Pokemon Red, but I was still cryng and really devastated. And ta dis day, I remember her more than focusng on April Fool's pranks.

Despite all dis , I do still try ta not let tha tragedy of tha day git ta me and I learn ta enjoy any AF prank that happens. I loved PC's prank. It was hilarious ben a Pokemon and I love how it was all random. I dawgaged ta git two Pokemon I wanted.
A shny Arceus and a Treecko.

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Loved Gizoogle's prank tao. Gizoogle Nose was hilarious and tha video buggine me crack up. Image if it were real. You'd see thugz sniffng thair phones, laptaps, tablets and computers all tha time. It would be hilarious. XD

Though even if it's a day fo pranks, I still takes time n mah day ta remember mah mom. Who i loved so much. Hope ta see you agan mom. Hopng you're wit God n heaven.
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    Fairy's Avatar
    I lost my mother three years ago on June 6th. On the day my mother died, I was celebrating my one year anniversary with my boyfriend. These days, that are supposed to be symbolic of happiness.. elation.. harmless fun.. they will always mean different things for those who grieve the loss of a parent.

    But your bereavement in either happiness or sadness is between you and your mother, and no one else. So, take the time you need, because no one will think less of you, and know that you're not alone. :)
    Posted April 1st, 2013 at 11:22 PM by Fairy Fairy is offline
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    Ducklighter's Avatar
    The closest person I've ever lost was my uncle and that was a couple of weeks prior to my 18th birthday. I learnt alot of him as a person aswell as myself. Death is apart of life and it's how we handle them that shows our true character.

    It's good that you take the time to remember your mother and whilst it happened on an unfortunate day like April Fool's, you still try to enjoy the festivities of the day. I'm sorry for your loss, mate. If you ever need to chat, you can always message me (:
    Posted April 2nd, 2013 at 01:58 AM by Ducklighter Ducklighter is offline
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    Alli's Avatar
    This is an interesting read. Thank you for sharing that. :) I can relate to you a bit. I lost my paw paw (grandfather lol...I'm southern) the day after Father's Day. I was working on Father's Day, and I knew his health was getting worse cause he didn't even say bye when I left that morning. So the whole day I was at work, I couldn't help but think I should have been back at home with him and my family...but at the same time, I knew he would want me to be at work. He liked making money...so yeah haha.

    I got home and he ended up trying to get up out of his bed and spitting up. It was a hard sight to see. At one point he grabbed my hand and asked me to pull him up, and I gotta say, for someone that was in such weak health, that was the strongest grip anyone's ever had on my hand. It was so hard to just shake my head, say no, and let go cause I couldn't let him out of his bed.

    He passed away the next day when most of the family was there. I was rubbing his feet when he went.

    But enough of that. That's my story for ya. I'm glad you can reflect on your mom in a positive way. It hasn't been a year yet since my paw paw passed, but when it gets to that point, I'm sure it will be hard. His birthday is coming up actually. But yeah, reflecting on people you've lost in a positive way always helps. My family has a...weird way of grieving. We kinda make fun of whoever passed away and imitate them haha. I've always found that humor is very helpful.

    I'm gonna stop rambling now. n__n Glad you got the Pokemon you liked btw! That was a fun AFD. :)
    Posted April 2nd, 2013 at 09:42 PM by Alli Alli is offline
 

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