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Every time I wake up in the morning.

Posted June 28th, 2011 at 12:39 AM by インフェルノの津波

I feel like a piece of ****.
I want to go back to sleep.
I want to break my clock.
I wish I wasn't so tired.
I want to kill my mother.
I want more time.
I want to satisfied for once.
I wish I wasn't stupid.
I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
I want to stop this repetitive cycle.
I want a cat to sleep with.
I want a friend I can wake up to.
I wish I had something to look forward.
I wish this wasn't so pointless.
I want to get up. Right now.
I wish I had a rival to challenge myself with.
I wish I was born stupid.
I wish I was born intelligent.
I want to prove my worth.
I wish my father didn't abandon me.
I wish my mom payed attention like she too.
I wish my mouth didn't taste so bad.
I sometimes wish I didn't found this damned site.
I wish I had a talent.
I wish I knew what I wanted do.










I wish I could open my eyes and actually appreciate what I had.
But I can't.
I want more.
I want more than this existence.
I want to know who I really am.
I wish I didn't have Asperger's.
I wish my mind wasn't so fragmented.



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Time to get up.
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  1. Old Comment
    ~Ryukaa's Avatar
    You have Asberger's, Craige? :O
    I know someone in real life with that. He's a good person. :)
    I can't imagine how tough life must be for you. :<
    I'm sure you have talent. I mean, you're really creative. I'm sure you're great at something, you just haven't realised it yet.
    Though, I can't help but wonder. Why do you regret finding this site? :<
    Posted June 28th, 2011 at 01:47 AM by ~Ryukaa ~Ryukaa is offline
  2. Old Comment
    インフェルノの津波's Avatar
    Thanks Ryuuka...

    Well because I can't find the strength to leave it. Like seriously I'm addicted to this site.
    Posted June 28th, 2011 at 02:15 AM by インフェルノの津波 インフェルノの津波 is offline
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    Xyrin's Avatar
    I didn't know you had Asperger's either. It must be really rough.

    :(
    Posted June 28th, 2011 at 05:52 AM by Xyrin Xyrin is offline
  4. Old Comment
    Alli's Avatar
    Quote:
    I feel like a piece of ****.
    I want to go back to sleep.
    I want to break my clock.
    I wish I wasn't so tired.
    I want more time.
    I want to satisfied for once.
    I wish I wasn't stupid.
    I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
    I want to stop this repetitive cycle.
    I want a cat to sleep with.
    I want a friend I can wake up to.
    I wish I had something to look forward.
    I wish this wasn't so pointless.
    I wish I was born intelligent.
    I want to prove my worth.
    I wish my mouth didn't taste so bad.
    I sometimes wish I didn't found this damned site.
    I wish I had a talent.
    I wish I knew what I wanted do.
    Quoted for truth. You are not alone. I took out what I don't feel in the morning, but most of it is still there. Especially the cat to sleep with and friend to wake up to part. Cats are so nice.
    Posted June 28th, 2011 at 09:29 AM by Alli Alli is online now
  5. Old Comment
    Kenshin5's Avatar
    Print off a picture of Nyan Cat problem solved. People wish they could have or not deal with a lot of things but they still deal with them and live on. And stop this repetitive cycle... Damn oh how I feel this one, some times it seems like I do the same thing ever day, and it's boring as hell some times. Oh well, and if this was intended to be a poem good job sir.
    Posted June 28th, 2011 at 11:24 AM by Kenshin5 Kenshin5 is offline
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    インフェルノの津波's Avatar
    I honestly wasn't expecting any replies lol I was just bored and decided to write what I think about in the morning. I guess you could call it a poem. And thanks Syd/Xyrin/Kenshin.
    Posted June 28th, 2011 at 09:24 PM by インフェルノの津波 インフェルノの津波 is offline
  7. Old Comment
    Aquacorde's Avatar
    Did I know you are an Aspie? I don't recall if it was you or not. Kindred spirits or something here. But this

    Quote:
    I wish I could open my eyes and actually appreciate what I had.
    But I can't.
    I want more.
    I want more than this existence.
    I want to know who I really am.
    I wish I didn't have Asperger's.
    I wish my mind wasn't so fragmented.
    I have to say I feel it all the time. Besides wishing I didn't have Asperger's, I don't mind that. I don't know what to do though.

    Totes addicted to PC too, but I don't mind that all too much.
    Posted June 30th, 2011 at 09:36 PM by Aquacorde Aquacorde is offline
 

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