so this is how it's gonna be huh

well, if that's the case

then i really don't matter do i

I'm unimportant.

I can't be heard.

But you know what?

You can't tell me how I live.

I'll shout until I can be heard

Whether that gets me in trouble

I'll shout until people have to see me

Whether that gets me killed

I'll shout until they see

that I'm just as important as they are.

And when they do listen

I'll tell them what I think.

And if they disagree, I don't care.

But the point has been made; I'm part of their psyche

and that's all that matters.

Whether or not you disagree

you have to remember

that in order to disagree

you have to listen.

I want to comment on this, but to be completely honest I can't offer any words up until I have more insight on what exactly you're referring to.

Regardless, everyone has the right to speak and more importantly, be listened to.

I don't know. I'm really just…

I don't know how to describe it.

It's like nobody, not even myself, is listening to me.

I just want to feel better.

I don't even know okay

You need to seek professional help.