I need to change, don't I

I don't like being a Patton Oswalt-type either.

He's funny but it's just not for me.

Does this make me sound whiny I'm sorry.

How do you guys stay happy and bouncy and stuff? So yeah

I don't know what you're like offline, but I liked you a lot more a few months ago when you at least appeared to be a pretty happy person. I'm not sure if anything happened between now and then that made you change, or if you were just wearing a mask, or what.

When I was more active a few months ago, I enjoyed seeing playful little droomph posting around with a smile and a bounce in his step and, like Nick said, I have no idea what's happened between then and now, but in a way, it's unfortunate. That's not to say I dislike who you are now, because in essence you will never change, and that's a wonderful thing, but there are certain quirks that are now missing that I'm sure we'd all love to see make a return.

I can't tell, because I don't know you, never will, because what I see online will be, and always will be, perceived as an alter-ego. It's quite difficult, if not impossible, to completely be yourself online.

However, you can always try to seem more likable online.

Try enjoying the little things. It does take effort to concentrate on the good things because you tend to dwell n the crummy things. Accept them too and change the things you dont like.. but do it for yourself. Asking for help is never a sign of weakness, its a sign of being mature and humble



And rememve youre at a tim in your life where hormones are raging.. as petty as that sounds its still true so it wont last forever. You are just more sensitive rn.

What I do is make a list of things that may not be helpful in the long run, but things you want to do. Write them down. Then do them, one at a time. Take for example, I want to watch an anime series this winter break. There's no reason I need to do it, I just want to. But I put it on my list of things to do and when I progress towards that goal, I feel accomplished even knowing that it wasn't a thing I needed to do. :3