Every time I wake up in the morning.

I feel like a piece of ****.
I want to go back to sleep.
I want to break my clock.
I wish I wasn't so tired.
I want to kill my mother.
I want more time.
I want to satisfied for once.
I wish I wasn't stupid.
I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
I want to stop this repetitive cycle.
I want a cat to sleep with.
I want a friend I can wake up to.
I wish I had something to look forward.
I wish this wasn't so pointless.
I want to get up. Right now.
I wish I had a rival to challenge myself with.
I wish I was born stupid.
I wish I was born intelligent.
I want to prove my worth.
I wish my father didn't abandon me.
I wish my mom payed attention like she too.
I wish my mouth didn't taste so bad.
I sometimes wish I didn't found this damned site.
I wish I had a talent.
I wish I knew what I wanted do.










I wish I could open my eyes and actually appreciate what I had.
But I can't.
I want more.
I want more than this existence.
I want to know who I really am.
I wish I didn't have Asperger's.
I wish my mind wasn't so fragmented.



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Time to get up.

Thanks Ryuuka...

Well because I can't find the strength to leave it. Like seriously I'm addicted to this site.

I didn't know you had Asperger's either. It must be really rough.

:(

I feel like a piece of ****.
I want to go back to sleep.
I want to break my clock.
I wish I wasn't so tired.
I want more time.
I want to satisfied for once.
I wish I wasn't stupid.
I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
I want to stop this repetitive cycle.
I want a cat to sleep with.
I want a friend I can wake up to.
I wish I had something to look forward.
I wish this wasn't so pointless.
I wish I was born intelligent.
I want to prove my worth.
I wish my mouth didn't taste so bad.
I sometimes wish I didn't found this damned site.
I wish I had a talent.
I wish I knew what I wanted do.

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Quoted for truth. You are not alone. I took out what I don't feel in the morning, but most of it is still there. Especially the cat to sleep with and friend to wake up to part. Cats are so nice.

Print off a picture of Nyan Cat problem solved. People wish they could have or not deal with a lot of things but they still deal with them and live on. And stop this repetitive cycle... Damn oh how I feel this one, some times it seems like I do the same thing ever day, and it's boring as hell some times. Oh well, and if this was intended to be a poem good job sir.

I honestly wasn't expecting any replies lol I was just bored and decided to write what I think about in the morning. I guess you could call it a poem. And thanks Syd/Xyrin/Kenshin.

Did I know you are an Aspie? I don't recall if it was you or not. Kindred spirits or something here. But this

I wish I could open my eyes and actually appreciate what I had.
But I can't.
I want more.
I want more than this existence.
I want to know who I really am.
I wish I didn't have Asperger's.
I wish my mind wasn't so fragmented.

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I have to say I feel it all the time. Besides wishing I didn't have Asperger's, I don't mind that. I don't know what to do though.

Totes addicted to PC too, but I don't mind that all too much.