I feel like a piece of ****.
I want to go back to sleep.
I want to break my clock.
I wish I wasn't so tired.
I want to kill my mother.
I want more time.
I want to satisfied for once.
I wish I wasn't stupid.
I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
I want to stop this repetitive cycle.
I want a cat to sleep with.
I want a friend I can wake up to.
I wish I had something to look forward.
I wish this wasn't so pointless.
I want to get up. Right now.
I wish I had a rival to challenge myself with.
I wish I was born stupid.
I wish I was born intelligent.
I want to prove my worth.
I wish my father didn't abandon me.
I wish my mom payed attention like she too.
I wish my mouth didn't taste so bad.
I sometimes wish I didn't found this damned site.
I wish I had a talent.
I wish I knew what I wanted do.
I wish I could open my eyes and actually appreciate what I had.
But I can't.
I want more.
I want more than this existence.
I want to know who I really am.
I wish I didn't have Asperger's.
I wish my mind wasn't so fragmented.
...
Time to get up.
I want to go back to sleep.
I want to break my clock.
I wish I wasn't so tired.
I want to kill my mother.
I want more time.
I want to satisfied for once.
I wish I wasn't stupid.
I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
I want to stop this repetitive cycle.
I want a cat to sleep with.
I want a friend I can wake up to.
I wish I had something to look forward.
I wish this wasn't so pointless.
I want to get up. Right now.
I wish I had a rival to challenge myself with.
I wish I was born stupid.
I wish I was born intelligent.
I want to prove my worth.
I wish my father didn't abandon me.
I wish my mom payed attention like she too.
I wish my mouth didn't taste so bad.
I sometimes wish I didn't found this damned site.
I wish I had a talent.
I wish I knew what I wanted do.
I wish I could open my eyes and actually appreciate what I had.
But I can't.
I want more.
I want more than this existence.
I want to know who I really am.
I wish I didn't have Asperger's.
I wish my mind wasn't so fragmented.
...
Time to get up.