I hate everything, My computer broke and the spare one wont play WoW, or any PC games at all.
My friends were all being douches to me and saying that I lie to much. So I'm honest with them and now they all think I'm a d*ck. Well they can get stuffed because I dont even know what they want from me anymore.
I dont know if my best friend likes me.
My school work is too stressful for me, and I have no way of reliving stress other than fighting.
Despite the jovial facade I put forth in my PC postings, I've been rather stressed out lately due in part to my bout of unemployment. Yeah, I escaped the crappy door-to-door salesmen job that I denounced in my last blog posting, but I've been having next to no luck with finding anything willing to hire me. As such, I've been forced to skip yet another semester of college (this makes five semesters of missed classes since I graduated high school), and I sold all my old crap and scraped the bottom...
Yeah. Another rant. More of a breakdown of why my life sucks at the moment. I'M NOT FISHING FOR SYMPATHY BY THE WAY. I'M JUST RANTING.
- Paranoia. In my mind, I am the most hated person in the world.
- The person I like likes my best friend.
- My parents prefer my Sister over me.
- I keep telling myself I'm not slef harming, but I know I am.
- Half my friends don't really like me.
- I got beat up, and now I'm scared they'll find me again. I know