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Can't you Hear it?

Posted 1 Week Ago at 10:59 PM by Musique (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

It's nearly three in the morning, and I'm wide awake...feeling extremely empty. ...Guess I don't wanna be too much of a bother, but I need to vent a little, I guess.

Lately, I've kind of realized how little I interact with people. I guess just can't do it. I'm not cut out for personal and deep relationships. I'd rather never talk to anyone at all, really, why waste my time? I don't really have anything fun to talk about, anyway. Sometimes I feel like it's better for me to be seen,...
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Mysteries of the Universe.

Posted 3 Weeks Ago at 11:00 PM by Musique (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

Love and dating, marrying and starting a family.

None of them make sense to me. I don't know...I just don't understand. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I don't think love and romance particularly interest me. I find sex repulsing, and the idea of someone kissing me too close for comfort. Maybe I just don't want to dedicate my life to another person. I'm too much a loner and not caring enough about other people to wanna pursue a relationship with a girl.

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Can people not stare at me

Posted August 16th, 2016 at 11:31 PM by Musique (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

When people at work gawk at me, I seriously wanna punch people. Please stop staring at me? I mean, I turn away, but I've always been disgusted when anyone looks at me for more than six seconds, it just makes me uncomfortable.

I mean, I've told this person at least 15 times to stop gawkng at me, but he doesn't understand so I just turn away.

Anyway...

Don't stare at me. It's rude, and I'm easily annoyed. Autism or not (since his social cue skills are
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"I guess I'm just tired."

Posted July 25th, 2016 at 11:09 PM by Musique (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

Do you ever just feel super unmotivated to do... anything?

Welp, that's been me recently. Guess you could say... I've been in a funk. Good things are happening, yeah, I guess. I got a proofreading project gig that I'll be doing every Thursday, and being tasked to start a bank account, etcetera. Apart from a few mishaps at work (slight sexual harassment, that's been taken care of, good thing I'm good at ignoring people), and a ton of pressure being thrown around on me, things are
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weight question

Posted June 14th, 2016 at 8:47 PM by Musique (Can't Get Inside My Soul)
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hey, PC members reading this,

I need to ask something, since I'm still in trouble weight wise. Still...quite underweight.

What's the... healthiest way to gain weight steadily? I know eating junk food is not a good way to gain some. I'm not good with the eating thing... I probably had an eating disorder when I was 16 or 17... so. Yeah, so, does anyone know any methods? I can't seem to gain any weight when my doctor says I should be...
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