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Things begin moving

Posted November 15th, 2013 at 4:33 PM by Musique (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

We're going to work on getting me counseling again. I talked to my school psychologist today. Hope this works this time. Hope that someone takes our insurance. (That's all I have to say, ugh. Sooo busy.) If that doesn't happen then support groups is next on my list. Those cost nothing. I can fight this and get through all the demons and darkness that parade in my soul.
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Wake me up. I'm living a nightmare.

Posted November 13th, 2013 at 8:05 AM by Musique (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

Spoiler:


"ON THE GROUND I LAY
MOTIONLESS IN PAIN
I CAN SEE MY LIFE FLASHING BEFORE MY EYES
THEN I FALL ASLEEP
IS THIS ALL A DREAM?
WAKE ME UP, I'M LIVING A NIGHTMARE..." - Adam Goniter, Three Days Grace.

For a sixteen year old, I seem to have a lot of nightmares. I guess all these breakdowns is causing me to have more. These past two weeks alone, I've had more than twelve (I counted) five last Monday, and then one every
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I hate it when

Posted November 6th, 2013 at 10:51 AM by Musique (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

Whoops. You didn't see that other entry I tried to post.

People talk about me behind my back when I'm not around to hear or see it. I'm sick and tired of it. Especially when I hear or see from people that "people have been talking about you." I'm sick and tired of it. And honestly, I've had it with it up to here.

That's why I tried to take a break from the internet for a short time. And, so it turns out, it didn't work! HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
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Current Wishlist.

Posted November 3rd, 2013 at 1:37 PM by Musique (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

I have a long wishlist.

It's pretty long...

I'd normally write this down in my diary or tell it to my stuffed animals. Like Milky Crystal. I talk to him because I feel like no one loves me and that I'm all alone in this world... okay?

So my long wishlist:

  • I want to learn how to love myself.
  • I want to be able to feel like a real person
  • I don't want to be a suicidal teen anymore.
  • I want to be happy I was born. (I'm not happy I was born.)
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