I feel like I'm constantly apologising for randomly disappearing, sometimes after just one day of visiting here, then getting bored and coming back again. I can't promise that I will stick around for a while this time, but I just really feel... Ugh, so many things right now. Bored.. Lonely.. I just want to be a part of something, but I just can't seem to get into anything. I can't make myself fit. I just hope to keep trying. Wish me luck!