You'd better not kill yourself. DO NOT!!!
Ha ha, that's fo sho'!
Ha ha, yeah. It's just a shortened, re-vamp of DBZ. But since its shortened it's much easier to watch!
I'm sure you will.
Ok. Well, I already told you my dream! And by now you should know I wouldn't think any different of you at all!
Ha ha, that's true, I suppose!
Anxious health-wise. I get worried about that a lot. I've had for a long time, really. I get the feeling I know what caused it, which isn't fixable. I don't have OCD, the closest I have to that is that I like things to be spelled correctly, and often notice and point out other's spelling errors. xD
Life doesn't suck. I hope one day you realize that and think to yourself…. "Hey, life is really pretty nice. Chanchimi was right all along!"
Oh. I got (don't laugh!) a few special Digimon figurine sets and a new Digimon figure from my Grandma. I really like Digimon, I may not have been the same without it…. Ah ha ha…
Sure, you can see my stuff on Deviantart. My username is chanchimi. (Always!!!)
Yeah, I'm finishing my college apps, I'm almost done! =D
And now time to finish working on my research paper....!
Ah, well, I can't figure out everything, sadly. ):
That's good for you in terms of anxiety. I have it enough where it has become detrimental to my health, and I need to calm down. However, at least I KNOW I have a problem. Ha ha. Depressio sucks, so….. Just suck it up! Ha ha ha! I couldn't help myself.
Oh, no. I have an older brother.
Good to know. Aw, don't be so negative. Just because it happened some other times, doesn't mean it always will.
I do my best to keep in contact, too.
Kai? That's cool. I think of Dragon Ball Z Kai with that. Ha ha xD.
Well, I hope you do get a high paying job.
Oh yeah? What kind of dreams do you have? I don't mind hearing your wild aims!
Anything on my mind? Gee, I dunno. Just trying to get my mind off of anxiety. I have to stop worrying before anything gets worse. Don't get the wrong idea, I don't go worrying all around people, I actually like being at school these days because it gets me out of the house and my mind occupied. Um, and I just got a nice gift in the mail that I've been waiting for a while, so uh, that's good. Yup…. I uploaded a bunch of art online now that my scanner works, and I need to finish college applications soon. Whoo…. That's enough pointless rambling for one VM.
I hope eventually you find something to motivate you, if you ever do, I expect you to let me know what it is! :D
Anxiety problems suck, I've never had depression though. I almost did once, but I convinced myself I was too happy of a person to fall down in the dumps…. Ha ha…. There's gotta be a reward somewhere, I'm sure of it. You just gotta try, you'll figure it out sometime…. I hope.
I understand what you are saying, my dad is especially bad to me and my mom, and I'm sure I'd feel the same way if I had a younger sibling, which I don't.
I'm just a VM, but there's a real person behind this text…. Even if you quit returning to PC, I hope you still remember me.
Yup, that is my name! (What was your name? I can't remember if you ever told me or not….) I'm in my last year of high school now, I'm happy I've got an easy schedule. What motivates me…. Hmm. Well, I want to become and animator in the future, and create my own cartoons. Cartoons have always lifted my spirits, a good cartoon can make me go from a sour mood to a happy one. I suppose I just want to make others feel the same way. I want to make cartoons that make other kids and people happy, that's what motivates me a lot to work hard. I've had many artists and cartoons that have inspired me with my own, I hope to do the same for others….. Yeah. Does this sound silly? Hmm. Maybe I'm just rambling now.
I see. There's a lot of stuff going on for you. I can understand where you are coming from. I also have virtually no extracurricular…. But anyways, as far as the SAT goes, I didn't do too well on mine, and I took classes, but I get the feeling you don't do bad in that and with your grades because you aren't smart, but because like you said…. you aren't motivated. I don't know what, but you have to find SOMETHING to be motivated about! Something, someone, anything. I've felt like that too, but I find something to keep me going, I'm sure you can too…. I really think the first step is too try and cheer up a bit, try and stop thinking about you hitting a dead end. I know it isn't easy, because believe it or not, you are getting this advice from someone who has well…. Very bad anxiety problems. Yup. I do. Thinking positively is really the best thing to do…. It helps me. And you aren't in a friendless state, you have an attachment to your brother, which I assume is like a friendship, and at the VERY least, people like me who are online friends. Just because we haven't met, seen each other, or even heard each other's voices, we are still friends regardless.
Ahhh! I could go on and on and on, but I'll end it here, with this big text chunk. It will be okay.
Okay. Well, thanks for letting me know. I also don't really have any point in coming here anymore either, because I don't do much posting or anything. I am here to talk with friends such as you. You're really one of the only ones now, my other good friends here have all but disappeared....
I'm sad to know that. You can always tell me about it, I'm not going to think you are emo or anything like that. I'd just want to help.... You don't have to tell me anything if you don't want, of course!
Ah.... Well I'm glad you told me. It would've worried me a bit if you hadn't. Anyways, told you I wouldn't forget about you!
I wish I could help you, but the most I can do is try to cheer you up in the form of text. It's a shame that I can't do more. I also suppose I can't change the way you are, I only can want you to be more positive. I don't know.... D=
Yeah, I understand that. Sometimes it can be a bit too fast paced, and it sounds better slower.
Hey pal! I have been away for a good while...
How are you?
I also have Daikenki and Baokkie in my team normally. Mogurew, Denchura, and Kibago are good too. Clown... It's either Dotekkotsu or Roopushin, and I don't really like any of the two designs...
I absolutely love the music in this game. Most of the music are awesome, like every other time.
But the battle themes for Cobalon, Terrakion, and Virizion are not good at all.
Reshiram, Zekrom, and Kyurem's theme are not much of a theme that screams awesome either...
Me too! Some designs are just... Uh... Not good. Ha ha!
I beat my White version, and now I'm playing through Black. I'm working on having a good team! I also have Daikenki, and have (I don't know all the JP names yet) Baokki, Mogrew, Denchura, Kibago, and the fighting thing with the clown nose. I love that thing! xD
I don't seem to like the music in this game as much as some others. The bike theme is pretty good, though.
Yeah, there's nothing wrong with the game, just with the Pokemon and Pokemon designs in my opinion.
That's great. I finished the game already, and I have a Daikenki, Mebukijika, Reshiram, and almost all of my favourites.
That is... great to know. I won't forget you either. I can't even forget people I hate, and friends are far from that.
When you hear that sentence after telling someone you're having a hard time, it certainly is not a comfort anymore.
Sorry. I'm better. I need to stock up on cash somehow, and then move out. I'm pretty sure I can be much happier by just moving from the place and people I'm around right now.
Awesome, isn't it. Other than the Pokemon, I loved the games. I just treated it as another game, and it was perfect.
The moment I treat is as a Pokemon game, it feels like it sucks.
75% of the Pokemon this time have very bad designs. Out of the 25%, a few of my favourites are Mijumaru/Futachimaru/Daikenki, Reshiram, Zekrom, Shikijika/Mebukijika, Abagoora and it pre-evolution, and a few others.
Oh, you know that would be my fault. I've kept an invisible status! xD I check my mail often and I see who is online! Ay, stop being so negative! Plus, even if we stopped coming here, it's not like I'd forget you. I remember my friends.
It is certainly not that easy. I know, other people know.
I'm glad.... Just don't get too down. You worry me a bit. ):
Always looking at the bright side which never existed... That's you!
Up until now, how many times have I actually caught you there, one or none?
It stands as an example of what will happen when we stop coming here...
Good for you. Someone was telling me today that life is tough. A friend of mine, actually. I was talking to him about whatever little thing happened in the morning, and this was one of his replies.
That sentence didn't help. I know this obviously corny philosophical thing much more than anybody else I know of. So needless to say, I was just annoyed when he said I had to move on and ignore. It's not always so easy.
Thanks. Your offer is great enough for me, my friend.
Who am I kidding? This is a site dedicated to Pokemon, not my sad life.
So, did you get B/W?
D= Well I do hope that doesn't happen.... Of course we could talk on messenger, but I'll be counting on you to be online....
Still. You could feel bad and dwell on it, our you don't have to. I know you can't push it away and never think of bad things, and it doesn't help to try and cover it up. But thinking of more peaceful things helps.... I'd always think of things I liked, and found things to look forward to.
I still know you may never want to, but like I've said, you can always send me a message or something and tell me about what bothers you.... You know I'm here if you ever need help.