Your dad sounds wayy more enthusiastic than mine was when I told him about the song, cause he wanted to know why I was sending an email so late xDD And he's just like, "oh, that girl with the horrible voice," and I'm just sitting there like >.< But then again all he ever listens to is classical and old chinese folk songs, so I can't blame him =P And I was already used to the "girl" part, despite it getting on my nerves.
My social studies teacher doesn't seem to like them either (he's old...ish), cuzza I just had a picture of them on my binder, and he comes up to me, points to their picture, and says "WHO ARE THESE REBELS WITHOUT A CLUE?" x.x Cool teacher TwT
Yeah, see how I wish I had some relation to them? It'd be so much more fun when they were young cause you could play practical jokes on them, draw on his face with his eyeliner when he was asleep (I've ALWAYS wanted to do that...like a certain jigglypuff xDD) And hide Tom's caps or whatever xD Of course that's never going to happen, but I still can't believe they're 20 now. Haha, don't we all feel like stalkers, esp. having seen like EVERY picture of them, following photostreams, all that jazz
God, I hate it when people are like "OHMYGOSH HE'S SO HOTT!" Or pretend to like their music when they really don't care and just like their looks, or say that all they ever care about is Tokio Hotel. NOT TRUE. They've probably got friends and family and cats and dogs and frogs and chickens and tadpoles to care about x.x I dunno, its like some fans are going too far, to the point where they're so obsessed its creepy, and then you wonder what's going on with them. Like yeah, I love them and all, but I've got other aspects of my life that I can't just forget. Hmm...this whole paragraph sounds kind of weird >w<
Oh dear, poor Bill, having to deal with that lady =P Well, he has no accent, but the video clips are adorable. And the one where Georg's "talking?" How he says no one loves him? Hes the one who's got a girlfriend
Oh, I hope so. And yeah, that's what my dad said too. It's so cool how my dad is cool about all this, after I told him I thought he'd be like "No. NonononoNEIN." But he's actually being awesome about it. He even paid for the express mail for it to get to Cali by Monday x] Anyway, so he was like, on the phone with me going, "Yeah, you do realise that he's not going to be able to read it all right away, right? He'll probably read it on the bus/between concerts/in the hotel." And I was like, "Yeah, geez, of course." I'm fine with it taking a while to get through. I can wait forever for him, y'know? I waited almost seventeen years to find my love, a few more months won't kill me :]
They did! And I didn't even know about them until May I pit pictures of Schrei!Bill in the journal and I was like, "That's when I wish I could have known you, because we'd have so much fun growing up together." I mean it's easier to imagine being with him as a kid cuz you can see yourself like throwing stuff at each other and stealing Bill's eyeliner and stuff xD Not that I can't see that now but it's easier when he was a little kid because then he'd throw a diva fit xD Now he's just like *takes out nails* "Watch it." xD But yeah, I've been looking at old pictures I have (speaking of which, I really have to organize my TH pictures into folders...I feel like a stalker xD) and seeing him in like his orange pinstripe pants and stuff and going, "...aww. He was just too adorable." x]
Yeah, hopefully xD There's this one annoying teenie on Mibba who goes, "Well, think about it this way: BILL KAULITZ (that alone should make you spaz) OWNS SOMETHING OF YOURS." But, uh, no .___. I mean, seriously? No. That's not going to do anything for me. His celebrity persona isn't what I fell in love with. Which reminds me, I was watching this totally hilarious Georg video the other night that Liz (best friend) sent me and there's this part in the middle where Bill stumbles off to the bathroom after he just woke up and he's like a zombie and tired and stuff and his hair's all messed up and I just went off into a love haze x] Here, let me find it, I favorited it xD
Oh wait, I found this one we were watching the other night, too, it's frickin' hilarious: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xkIsa6kJC5Q
I've never seen "Dude Where's My Car?" so I don't really get it but their motions matched up perfectly and I love the audio xDDDD I was dying laughing the whole way through it.
I know, it hasn't hit me yet. I'm still like, "...he has it? He put his hands on my journal? Uwaaa...?" It hasn't really gotten to me yet. I don't think it will until he mentions it on THtv/an interview or whatever xD
Well, he might not have started reading it yet. He got a lot of stuff at the signing .___. But it was mostly shirts and stuff, there were some other small journals but they were like pictures and stuff, not anything like I made. I think it's hilarious how he kept it by his side after Aislinn gave it to him, then the security took it and put it behind the table xD But yeah, his face is too adorable when he gets it x]
Uwaaa...I wish it would just hurry up and hit me xD
Don't stop believing, hang onto that feeling... xDD Guess what song I have in my head =P
Anyways, I'm so happy for you! Now all that needs to happen is for Bill to read it and then to come to find you (not in the creepy stalkerish way =P)
Somehow I think Bill's definitely going to read it...might take him a while though, cause English is his second language. I dunno why they're always like, "oh, our english sucks" cause I think they're English is really good! And accents are love, so nothing wrong with that xD
Exactly, don't attempt suicide again D= My friend did and...yeah, she's in the hospital right now ._. Yeah, I know exactly what you mean, I mean, I always liked eyebrow/lip piercings and eyeliner on a guy (which is weird by the standards of most girls at my school), but tattoos always scared me and then I got into Tokio Hotel a year and a half ago, and Bill had tattoos, so yeah, and then I found out dear Gusti did too and yeah. They don't bother me anymore. Except for full body tattoos...or facial ones (like, top of the neck up) still bother me x.x When you're in love though, you're not going to realize the superficial things as a reason why you love them, you take it as a reason to love them even more, basically as a bonus d('-'d)
Meh, I've never really understood politics. There's too many "ism's" in there for me xDD Yeah, I love science but I don't feel like being a doctor, maybe a pharmacologist or something but not a doctor. But studying languages is frustrating *cough* I mean fascinating enough for me to want to make a career of it.
OH MY GOD.
She just gave it to him.
She said, "This is for you, please read it."
And he smiled and said, "Okay, thank you."
...it hasn't sunk in yet.
I'm not shaking or passing out or anything.
I don't know what to do with myself @_@
You're welcome :]
Yeah, same thing here, it breaks my heart when Bill is sad Tom, too. Just in a more brotherly way xD
Yup, I'm never attempting suicide again D: And yeah, same here. I never thought I'd like guys with tattoos and piercings and stuff because I don't like those things but Bill came along and it was like *omgomgomg* but not in the teenie way, y'know? xD
Yeah, I'm so excited x] Mhm, I've been thinking all about that. I'm hoping he doesn't mention it in an interview because of that xD I told him at first that it would be nice if he let me know somehow that he read it, like on THtv or something, but then I told him never mind because I trusted him to read it xD So hopefully he won't mention anything except that he really loves it and whatever, because if anyone knows what's inside...teenie-hysteria @_@
I think you should go where you want to in life. If you don't like medicine, don't go into it, simple as that. I'm going into languages even though my mom wants me to do more writing and shizz. She doesn't want me to do languages in media, she wants me to do it in politics, but...ew. No.
...oh wow, I'm in love with "Noise" off of Humanoid. The part where he sings "Can you feel it? Can you feel it?" The harmony and melody is beautiful together @_@ Seriously, I just had like a music orgasm. I'm a sucker for really great-sounding stuff like that. I'm going to go back and listen to it again like 15 times in a row xD
Thanks so much, your doing that means a lot to me
I really hate it when Bill or Tom look upset though, cause I love them like I would a sibling, and I'm not all buddy buddy with my sister all the time or anything but I hate it when she's upset. So the same with the twins.
Oh dear xDD I've never actually had the suicide thoughts, but I've had "I wonder if anyone would care if I were gone?" Thoughts. That's past thought, right? Cause you need to stay alive for Bill. Lol, I keep telling my mom Bill's really a sweetheart, but she took one look at him and was all "PIERCING?? TATTOO!?? *nolikenolikenolike*" So yeah...xDD
I KNOW RIGHT? It'll be so cool for you to see Bill's reaction. Although if he ever brings it up in an interview about how much he loves it (and he will love it xD), prepare for other fans to do the same to try to get his attention. Not to sound all pessimistic, but its the annoying thing about ridiculously amazing bands.
And I didn't address this in your earlier comment, but I've always thought about being a translator too....though more like Chinese-English or whatever. Cause the last time I brought up German-English my friend was like, "yeah...and your taking Chinese and Latin is really going to get you there..." D:< But my mom's got the vision that I'm going to be a doctor of some sort, so dunno where my life's going xP
Yup, I just sent it to my friend to put in the journal =P And don't worry, I credited you xD
Well yeah, but my mom doesn't know anything about the whole 'I was suicidal' thing and so yeah. She'd freak if some random German boy with tattoos and piercings who she had never seen before showed up at the door and took me away. I have no clue how this is going to work xD But I'll make it work, y'know? =P
Yeah, it was a lot of work and thought and I do hope no one's ever thought of that before because then it makes it different. Oh gosh, at 10.00 my time the signing will be going on @_@ And tomorrow he'll (probably) be reading it. It just doesn't seem real. It's like...like it's not really happening and I'm just pretending it is. But it really is happening, huh? Aislinn (the girl who's going to the signing) says she's going to record everything at the signing xD And Bill's reaction when he gets the journal. And then she'll send it to me. I'll be so antsy because it will be like Friday before I get the message since I'll be asleep, and I won't be able to focus in school xD Good thing I had exams today and on Monday but not tomorrow because I would fail them all xD So yeah, the video should make it more real =P
Yeah, my camera sucks xD I have to try and save up some money for a video camera :/ That or the studio where I can synth my voice xD
It'd be really amazing if that happened =D But yeah, my mom wouldn't be too happy if it had been me either x.x
I'm sure he'll love the journal, cause no other girl probably has thought of that before d('-'d) And he'll know your sincere cause I'm thinking a TON of work and thought went into that
Haha, maybe I'll watch a few more. I've done a few covers, but ehh, sucky camera x.x
One more day and I can't stand waiting ::inlove: And you're welcome :] Send it to [email protected] before midnight tonight because I'm going to be asking my friend to write another entry in the journal for me. I'm writing the entry but I'm sending it to her to write in there xD So if you send it before midnight, then I should be able to tell her to put it in x]
That would be...*disappears into no-words-to-accurately-describe-feelings corner* I really hope that does happen, I mean I want to go to college and be a German-English translator and everything but I also want to study abroad so I could be with him xD But yeah, I'd love that. Except I would never be able to go back home if he took me away >.> Because my mom would freak =P
SO. Bill and I both have some thinking to do. I can't get over the fact that tomorrow he'll know who I am and he'll be thinking of me...so many girls say that but he really will be thinking of me, as in me Savannah x]
Thank you :] I uploaded tons more xD But yeah, I like doing covers a lot, and my classical guitar is being nice to me so yeah. Thanks for the compliment, tho x]
Haha, I would be too xD
That'd be amazing ^0^ And thanks
It'd be so sweet if he read the journal and came for you =D I could just picture you opening the door and Bill standing there kinda awkward-shy ish. He's so cute x] I keep on wishing Bill and Tom were my brothers, because that's how I love them, but it's like one of those, "ehh, never gonna happen," things =/
Whoa. I'm jealous of your voice, I've actually never heard that song before, so that was new to me, but it's prettyy n.n
I know, my stomach is doing flips and I can't focus, it's all like...BLAH!!!!
Yeah, that's fine xD And if you email it to me, I'll probably get it and I can give it to him :] As long as he does something about the journal, like, you know, comes for me or something. That sounds like a sweet song.