Hey Nica, glad to hear you like my theme! <3; /just read your post in TCTI complimenting my theme
Btw, is there any specific reason behind all that realization you've had as written in your blog entry? I mean, you were always a good/helpful member with a very good personality to begin with. And you knew that. Can't really think of any reason as to why you'd feel that you're not good/helpful enough. Or why you'd think you lack anything that others have..