Hehe, I wasn't really pretending, you know. I really did leave. Buuut I had to come back. Kinda hard to leave PC permanently, considering the fact that I do, in fact, have some time in my daily schedule. :D
To each their own then, I guess. XD; And Gav's profile was inspired by one of mine and Shivi's previous profiles. So you can't really say my current is inspired by Gav's since his own profile was, in a way, inspired by a previous profile of mine.
Hey Nica, glad to hear you like my theme! <3; /just read your post in TCTI complimenting my theme
Btw, is there any specific reason behind all that realization you've had as written in your blog entry? I mean, you were always a good/helpful member with a very good personality to begin with. And you knew that. Can't really think of any reason as to why you'd feel that you're not good/helpful enough. Or why you'd think you lack anything that others have..