July 25th, 2010 4:58 PMWorld King
A hug would've been better, but eh. Yeah... I just wonder how much we'll get rto see of it...
Ok, then. Hope to hear frm you soon. Thank you for everything.
July 25th, 2010 4:55 PMempty streets
*pets on hair* everything is going to be okay. We're still very young with our life ahead of us
I'm off to bed, it's 4AM.. Thanks for the company. See you, good luck with that mood modification!
July 25th, 2010 4:48 PMWorld King
*sigh* I'll... try, I guess.... thanks for helping me, anyway... *hugs*
July 25th, 2010 4:44 PMempty streets
Then maybe a thriller.. it doesn't matter, just don't endlessly think about your pain. It'll let go if you don't pay attention to it. The way you behave.. you just give it even more energy >_<
July 25th, 2010 4:37 PMWorld King
I... can't really laugh at anything right now?
July 25th, 2010 4:35 PMempty streets
Oh man, it's been a long time I've seen someone as depressed as you something must be done! xD How about you watch a funny movie?
July 25th, 2010 4:27 PMWorld King
Well, I've been so alone now... overfreedom just sucks. D=
July 25th, 2010 4:26 PMWorld King
Selfish? I couldn't imagine you selfish... o.O
Yeah... I've suffered a lot since that one... have had lots of hardships in would've-been relationships that just never were successful... u.u
Aww... I'm glad you have a reason to care about your life. The only reason to care about mine would be to see people I care about have a happy life, unlike me; specially the girls I care about - I have a soft spot for women.
July 25th, 2010 4:24 PMempty streets
Anyway enough with the creepy sad stuff xD You have to learn that life ain't that bad when you're not in a relationship. You're free atleast!
July 25th, 2010 4:23 PMempty streets
I had another relationship before that person, we broke apart in winter I think. That person left me, but it was my fault, I was too selfish xD I don't care about that anymore anyway.
That's why forums and internet in general are dangerous. You can get attached to someone and they then just dissapear without a word. Happened to me too.
I was just stupid and didn't care about anything including my life. Maybe I was lonely like you..
July 25th, 2010 4:12 PMWorld King
Wow... wait, depressed of what? D= Ragnarok, eh? Oh, wow...I'm... really happy for you, dear. =D
That kinda reminds me of how I met a girl I really, really loved, here on PC. About 2 years ago. Unfortuantely, she just disappeared on me, leaving me empty inside... D,'=
Really? Why? What happened, back then? And well, I can't promise anything, but I'll try...
July 25th, 2010 4:08 PMempty streets
Nice to know your name, Karlos
How did I meet my love? Well it's strange.. Last summer I spent a lot of time playing Ragnarok online to cure my depression and I met that person there. And since we were already old enough to travel alone, we did it. Love came soon after. And now after I finished my studies I'm moving to live with him! And well.. I'll continue studying and working in Russia. My parents were against it for a long time but we managed to change their mind in the end. That's it
Oh my god well, I tried that **** too when I was about 16, ate a lot of pills. But I was lucky and nothing happened. Don't you do that again, ever!
July 25th, 2010 2:09 PMWorld King
Really? How'd it happen? (If you don't mind sharing)
Aww... really? Thanks a lot, Diana. *hugs* I'm Karlos, btw.
(Guess I have 1 more reason to think before I atttempt suicide, again).
July 25th, 2010 2:03 PMempty streets
Many of us had it. I was alone til I was 19 too and it came absolutelly unexpectedly, so I tell ya, don't worry You can talk to me anytime if anything bothers you.
July 25th, 2010 1:57 PMWorld King
Well, I've been alone for so long now, I worry about it lasting a lot more. D= And I had some cruel experiences on love... </3