Yeah lol, I agree so much. I always used to be like "Why wasn't I a part of the happy times in 2008?", but now everything is getting so meh that I now realize all the good times that happened in CBC up until tutoring failed and the downward spiral started, and just PC in general I guess.
I was reading through the start of cbc's chat thread but then I realised it makes me sad because people seemed happier then even if I had nothing to do with battling, but in general people were happier and now it's all like idekkk. :( and it's reminding me of my own issues of missing the past lool. why does everything good have to change? it's like, i'm happy with life as it is NOW for me, but i'm not happy in a way because i know nobody else is as happy as they were. i think imma blog this! you also were lucky to get this vm because it's competitive related and i think vrai still has vms off so you win!