Aw, I'm really sorry to hear that. I know how it feels to go through a day when the whole world is against you and you just don't feel "right", but then someone does something nice to you, and it just makes you feel better.
I'm pretty much always here, so just send me a message, and I'll try to figure some way to make you feel better. ;
The Law of Wiggin: If your character does not manipulate the world around them, it does not matter if they are sparkly canon stus. In addition, if your character fascinates you psychologically, it does not necessarily matter if they have Stu-ish traits.
Yeah, basically my interpretation of why I still like Ender's Game even though Ender himself is completely impossible. Since you're still interested in him and even at parts in the story identify with how he feels (kind of) the story captures your interest. In addition, his world wasn't really built just to fulfil Ender's wishes. Quite the opposite, in fact. 0.o
Hmm.... and now I feel the need to write other fanfiction "Laws". Perhaps that should be my next project once I finish my FFC one-shot. xD