Yeah... I hate when people pretend to be my friend. They talk to me for a little bit, and then they go to their real friends and say stuff about me. They think that I don't hear them, which I don't... most of the time. I can hear enough of their conversations to know that they're talking about me. I might be deaf a little, but I'm not dumb.
Yeah... I made my friends Jasmine and Kiara laugh. We weren't even paying attention to the other people. Then Jasmine was like, "I wonder why people mess with her..." All I thought was, "Way to ruin my mood." After a while, I cheered up. Kiara told me my smile was pretty. I guess I still have trust issues, because for a second, I thought she was joking.
Sometimes I get like that. We had to watch some of the boys play Call of Duty (which was totally boring). Two of the boys were going to fight over the game. I was like, "Ooh... There's about to be a fight up in here!" Then another boy separated the two before they did anything. They were still mad, so I was like, "Love and tolerance, bro."
Yeah... I didn't even notice when Jesse had talked to me from across the cafeteria. Diana had to tell me he was trying to give me my book back. I was like, "Really?" And she said he was still talking to me. Then I got like, an attitude. It wasn't serious, though. I was joking. I was all like, "Well, I can't talk to two people at the same time! I'm not Superwoman! Gosh!" I was also rolling my neck, and... stuff.
It happened today at my after-school program I go to. We were supposed to go to a corner in the cafeteria to watch a movie. I sat there, reading for a couple of minutes. Then one of the teachers walked behind me and yelled in my ear. At first I didn't hear her, but then she yelled louder.
It's awkward when I'm in school and I'm the last person left in class. I remember hearing the bell ring, but I forget that I have another class. Then I do something like sneeze, and then I look away from the book for like, a second. I end up noticing that everybody else left, and I literally facepalm.