nothing is impossible now. :3 it'll all either happen eventually or it won't and if it doesn't then why worry myself over little things like this! see i am quite crazy. i think back and i'm like... yeah this all played out perfect. everything is perfect. everything couldn't be anymore perfect than it is right now. perfection is wild.
i just need to enjoy the memories that have passed. :3 and i will! because there's the future, and you can never know what the future will be like.
and i do enjoy everything right now! this one's for you and me we're all right where we're supposed to beeeee. that's so true, we all are. because everything will happen for a reason and i thought bad things 2011, and back then improved and things got better. and now i'm here. standing on top of the world. not 100% where i want to be personally, but i will be, and whatever amount of friends i have then, well, that's good.
if it happens it happens but if it doesn't... idk it's like, childhood friends. i don't have anything in common with my childhood friends again and while i'd love to re-experience those memories, i'm okay with them only being memories because if they're meant to be friendships forever, they will somehow. it's all up to destinyyyy!!!
why yes, i am positive. even with everything that has happened... i'm okay with this.