I suppose, well if you concentrate on positives, like the writing contest, then it'll be easier. That can be good. But sometimes it is easier, and better, if you don't seem carefree. So then people will know and they might be able to relate to it and can tell you how to fix it. Well nothing bad has to happen. It might do, but it might not. Plan for the worst, expect the best.
You never know... I'm not exactly a positive person... I can fool everybody else into thinking that I'm this carefree person, but I'm not fooling myself. I can't help but think that something bad has to happen this year.