Nope luckily lol I have been accepted into the college I want so I have been getting that ready. Starting now I might not be on much until I get things with the college squared away. Also I will not be on for a long time in either June/July because I will be moving cross-country XD
I think it is if you have lived a full life. I don't think it as a deserving reward for those who take their own life because they "can't do" something. That is just plan selfishness and laziness. Nothing in this world is that horrible. Yes there are horrible things in this world but nothing that one can't overcome if they really try and have help.
Makes you feel like death is it's own reward? I think it is, as it does lift the burden off of you, so that you don't have to lift a finger, or worry about anything else anymore, but I digress. I'm not sure if that's what you think.