Ahah, I don't think band aids can fix broken bones! Unless they're magical band aids... Are they?
Oh I see. Nice to see that you got a way around the issue. Not sure any of my friends would do that for me!
Ah, because when I read a scientific paper/article, I also search about who wrote it and consequently, the university they work in. I've also watched a lot of lectures but most of them are math-related, so they're not so helpful for you. I'm looking forward to watching one from Harvard that has to do with Science and Cooking once it starts in October.
Yeah, that's understandable. I think the main issue isn't that they're "smarter" but rather that school is a competitive system so they wouldn't want to help you. I know how it is hm... Yes, I do take all three. Right now they're simply Physics, Biology and Chemistry. But later they split themselves into Organic and Inorganic Chem, Mechanical and Optical Physics and so on.
Well, yes. It's just that you mentioned not having a lot of people to count on and your nature's even set to lonely so yeah... I am sorry! I'm also sorry for whatever it is that happened when you were 14, must've been quite bad to change you so much... At least you believe it resulted in at least something good. But I guess only you can decide if it's good or bad, indeed. You know I've also had something happen to be 3.5 years ago, but it didn't make me quiet. It just changed me in other ways...
Muramasa is way more hardcore than Dust, yup. I even thought Dust was kinda short. And it definitely was SUPER SHORT in comparison to Muramasa. And no, ahah. I'm far from professional, I suck at games actually!
Also sorry for cutting this message short! I uh... Yeah, sorry!
Oh nooo!!! ;A; I'll fix you! /sticks band aids all over you
I use an iphone but the phone isn't really mine. /: I lost mine last December so my friend
lent me a replacement! ^^
HAHAHA why do you know so much more about universities than me? :o Okok I'll look up
on them and watch a couple of lectures! ^^;;
It's more of like I can choose to take the three pure sciences - Bio, Physics & Chem, or
pick one pure and take the other two as a combined science. I could have gotten into the
triple science stream, which is where most of the more intellectual people dwell but I prefer
not to be in an environment where every single person is better than me. /: It hits your ego
really hard I guess? But now that I'm in junior college I got to pick two pure sciences at an
advanced level (We call it H2 sciences which means higher 2 sciences. It's kind of like a
grade). So, do you take all three? c:
Hmmm... I guess I do come across as lonely huh? It just ends up happening I guess. People
tell me I used to have a much brighter personality but I suddenly became very quiet. /: I've
been thinking and I think that it's related to something that happened when I was 14. That
should be the cause at least, which made me keep to myself for a whole year. It's not
depression at the very least so no worries! ^^ And because I'm quiet people seem to
perceive me as some weak, vulnerable soul and become over protective. So what I once
enjoyed - the teasing by my male friends and some girls, was taken away. People will say
"Don't bully her" or "Ehh why you flirting with her" or even "Don't influence her badly". I
enjoyed it at the beginning because people actually cared but life became rather dull. ._.
I've gotten used to it now, it's been three and a half years. One good thing that came out
of this mess was that it made me more observant because I'm actually paying attention to
my surroundings and not chattering away. I've learnt a lot ever since and I would say I've
become a better person. ^^;; I still don't know if this is good or bad for me but what's
done is done! I just have to accept everything that has happened and move on. c: Thanks
Those games look pretty ineteresting! Maybe I'll have a hand at Muramasa after my exams.
It appeals to me more than the other game! ^^ HAHAHA we have a professional player
here eh? :D
Marina! You've squished me! Now I have lots of broken bones ;-; I'll need somebody to patch me up so I can squish you back! <3
Hiya! Oh I'm glad you're or at least were better! Goodness, I guess that really shows how much you care about me. Thank you so much, Marina! c: And hm! I think I'm the opposite of you then, I don't even have a phone of my own! They're just so expensive here. I mean, there are cheap ones, but they're not so good, so in my mind it's actually better to buy a computer than a phone. Btw do you use an iPhone or an Android device?
But I am facing them, right now actually! On a smaller scale of course. And it's not about which course to take but rather which school to move because of economical problems. I don't mind if you rant to me about stuff, I rather like that you do it, so I know what's going on with you c:
Ah yes, those are the usual places. I'm also not so keen on universities from those places, specially when it's about Biologic/Artistic Sciences. Try to give a go at Johns Hopkins if you end up going to the US, though. Oh also lots of universities from the US and UK actually post full lectures on the internet, so you could try taking a peek at those! And edX has a Harvard "Introduction to Biology" series of lectures and tests, so you can familiarize on how things work there. It's all about researching! =P
Well then I think perhaps graphic and web design will become your hobby, seems like you and biology were made for each other! I find it interesting on how you had to actually had a science to pursue, you get no choice here. Yup, zoology branches more to veterinary stuff while neuroscience branches off to medicine a little bit and maybe some psychology. I'm sure that you figure out what you want to do with your life in time, though!
Yup, you know that I'm younger and you didn't run away! That's odd, haha! I like how you said "yet" c: But yeah, I noticed that you tend to be lonely... At least that what it seems to me. Now let me ask you something, do you actually "like" to be lonely or it just ends up happening and you have to deal with it? Because if it's the latter, oh Marina! ;-; *kisses your cheek* I will always list-- okay read the stuff that you send me, by the way! Unless you send me something like voice messages, then I'll listen to you too! Always always always!
*pokes your nose* Don't worry about me, I'll be fine Marina! <3 I also miss you a lot! I think I might actually have to end up stealing you for myself! :c
No no it's fine, don't apologize because of that! I can understand you perfectly. Like I said before, you have quite the way with words! c:
Oh and on a lighter note, I played a game this and last week and ended up beating it, after not playing anything properly for so long! Yay! The game's Dust: An Elysian Tail. It quite reminds me of Muramasa, and I love Muramasa, so I ended up loving Dust too! c:
Hello!!! ^^;; Hehehe I'm feeling much better now! c: And yupyup I typed all these messages on my phone. Haven't touched a computer for two weeks now! Ö
Haha I was contemplating if I should rant to you because you haven't reached my stage in life yet and I don't want to burden you with problems that you may or may not face in the future! /:
Hmm I'm not too sure but the likely choices are US, UK or Australia since those are the ones people usually go to! I still need to read up more on universities because I clearly haven't got the slightest clue about them! ^^;;
Ahhh that's hard to say, because I rarely get free time when it's not a holiday! I do, however, make gifs while watching anime during the small breaks that I take on weekends! c: But I wouldn't use that to generalise what I prefer to do because Biology is my life and I don't think I can live without it! I remember when I was 14 and it was time to choose which of the sciences to pursue as a pure subject and I picked biology! ^^;; I have never regretted that decision and I continue to enjoy biology the most out of all my subjects! c: I am most certainly interested in zoology too! I remember learning of someone studying zoology and neurosciences but I have no idea what course that is! It could be another option.
Ahhh the choices life presents us with is brain wrecking. ._. Well all I want is something I really enjoy and I hope i don't regret, whatever it is that I choose. ^^
Ahhh don't be sorry!! c: It's alright, I know that you're younger than me so you probably wouldn't have gone through this yet! ^^;; The people around me, I don't feel comfortable sharing with them yet. But there are a few friends who willingly lend me a listening ear so I'm really glad to have met them in my lifetime!
Don't be depressed kay I'm here for you! ^^;; (I know it's hard HAHAHA. You could sleep it off though, that always works!) Miss you loads!! c:
Again, sorry about the mass of words, it's kind of hard to organise my thoughts when I'm typing on such a small screen! c:
Hah, I shall! Headaches aren't that big of a problem though, no need to worry about me c: And I do certainly hope it won't!
Aw you're so so so nice, Marina! c: Oh I'm happy that you don't regret talking to me! I hope our friendship lasts very, very long!
Pfft of course it's okay for you to rant to me, Marina. Well your first issue doesn't seem like it has any other solution. I mean, you could win at the lottery but otherwise you'll probably have to deal with student loan... If there's too much competition and/or not enough places at a university, that's not really something you can control, unfortunately. In which country would you like to study?
Hm, they're so different from each other! When you have free time, do you usually spend your time doing creative things, like drawing, painting, singing, writing, et. cetera, or researching about stuff to apply your knowledge at a later time? Because one of your choices is about creating and the another is about understanding the creation. Subject choosing is such a tricky subject because really, you're the only one who can make up your mind. Even if I stayed by your side 24h and watched you do everything that you do, I still wouldn't know what goes on in your head. And even if you choose a subject but then feel like it isn't the right one for you, you shouldn't feel bad. You're choosing it at time in your life where there's a lot of pressure and even though you're on the brink of adulthood, your mind can and probably will change. Changing courses is a thing that happens quite often! Besides, the road to success isn't binary, like fail or win. It has lots of fails along the way until you reach the win.
I wish I could help you more with those things but they're problems I myself haven't fully experienced. I'm so sorry Marina ;-;
Just remember that you don't have to face any of this alone, no need to suffer in silence. Share these things with other people and don't feel bad about telling them, because if they don't care, it's because they aren truly your friend, and if they care, you'll actually be strengthening the relationship. And then when the person has a problem, he/she may also tell you about it and you'll be more experienced in life! Also remember that life will beat you to your knees and keep you permanently there if you let it. Nobody's going to hit as hard as life. But it isn't about how hard you hit, it's about how much you can get hit and keep moving forward.
Sorry for making this message so long and maybe deviating from the problems a little bit, by the way! You don't have to reply everything, just you know, read! I'm also in one of my depressing days. It's okay to be sad sometimes, but it ain't okay to let the sadness consume you. I like that you acknowledge your feelings and act towards them with realism c:
Also you typed all of that on your phone or you used a computer? Because if you typed it all on phone, good lord you type fast! o.o
Aaaaaand I love you lots, lots and lots! Mhm! c:
Wahhh take care okay!!! ;A; Don't worry it won't happen again! (: (:
You're one of the greatest and dearest people to me as well!!! ^^ I don't think I've ever forged a friendship online as close as this and I'm really glad that I did!
Is it okay if I rant to you? /: Remember when I said it's a life long dream to become a vet? Well I'm in a huge dilemma right now as to which universirty course I should pick! I have an intention to study overseas and take bank loans to cover the costs because competiion in my country is really too high considering all the international scholars. I'm pretty certain that I won't make the cut for a local university, sadly. ): That's problem number one, the cost.
Problem number two is the choice of course. i really want to take on vet science but I also have interest in graphic and web design! ^^ I don't know which one to take!!! And I'm not sure how the university system regarding majors and minors work as well. ._. I'm just at a lost now that the brunt of education finally decided to smack me in the face. I can't say that I'm doing exceptionally well in school but I'm trying much harder now. HAHAHA this whole chunk of words probably wouldn't make sense because it's kind of like verbal diarrhoea, just speaking my mind without proper structure.
Sorry to burden you with my worries but I feel much better sharing! ^^ Thank you so much Gabriel you don't know how much it means to me. ^^
(PS. This is just one of my depressing days so haha I guess you can see that based on how i type but oh well, I'll get over it after a good rest tonight. I'm in the middle of a break in school now ehehe! ^^;;)
I'm glad! I highly dislike the idea of you feeling discomfortable, yikes! Well, I guess it really wouldn't be that pleasant if you tried staying up all night anyways... Ah I get headaches when I stay in air-conditioned places both because of the cold and because of the lack of water in the air, yupyup. I hope it doesn't happen to you again, Marina! :c
Aw thank you so much! I love being your polar bear! *bearhug* You're one of the greatest persons I have ever met and I'm so grateful that I simply get to talk with you. And hah, I may not know, but you're certainly much more precious to me than I am to you! c:
It's nice to see that at least one thing can distract you from the worries and responsabilities of your life! We usually go crazy if we don't have our small breaks from the mean world. Well, I'll always be here for you! Might take a while to answer, you know, crazy time difference, but I'll never leave your hand hanging if you happen to need another helping one c:
I did get better after I went home to sleep, no worries! ^^;; (although that only resulted in me pulling another half-baked all nighter) I'm okay right now though, so it's okay!! I usually get gastric when I stay in an air-conditioned place for too long since I get cold easily and use up a lot of energy trying to keep warm!! I forgot to bring along a sweater that day! ;A; aww thank you my little polar bear you don't know how precious you are to me as well!!! ^^;; You and PC are basically what keeps me going on the worst of days because there's always the hope of getting to talk to you guys if I manage to complete majority of my work! (that might be rare but I access PC with my phone when I take a break too) I've been much happier these days! (: (: Thank you so much Gabriel!! (': Oh and love you too!! <3
Oh no! A gastric reflux while not being able to do anything ;-; Did you get better after you left class? Or rather, are you okay right now?
I think so much about you and it feels horrible that I can't go there and be physically by your side, telling you the nicest things about yourself and at least trying to actually help! ;-; *hugs* But oh well! I know that you will prevail, with or without me. c:
Oh and also I love you and miss you! <3