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Conversation Between Forever and Altairis
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  1. Forever
    September 28th, 2012 01:57 AM
    Forever
    i feel like... i can't even say it here it's too weird. :(
  2. Forever
    September 28th, 2012 01:53 AM
    Forever
    ugh like idk i wish... EVERYTHING IS SURREAL LAPRAS.
  3. Forever
    September 28th, 2012 01:53 AM
    Forever
    yes i have a fear of santa. that is the person. ;(
  4. Forever
    September 28th, 2012 01:51 AM
    Forever
    ugh lapras i have a fear of... that person. :( idk. scary thoughts now. ;;
  5. Forever
    September 27th, 2012 11:20 PM
    Forever
    time to edit my signature... !
  6. Forever
    September 27th, 2012 11:18 PM
    Forever
    DAMNIT sad for a second i thought of it. ;(

    hmmmmmmmm. LIKE A LIGHTNINGBOLT YOUR HEART WILL GLOW WHEN IT'S TIME YOU'LL KNOW.

    okay self stop being sad be happy. ffs.
  7. Forever
    September 27th, 2012 11:18 PM
    Forever
    if i push away all aspects i'll be good. :3
  8. Forever
    September 27th, 2012 11:18 PM
    Forever
    and now they are dead.

    it's like,--yeah, it's like changing my usertitle. i need to just let go.
  9. Forever
    September 27th, 2012 11:17 PM
    Forever
    the fish tank was... where the fish lived. coincidentally.
  10. Forever
    September 27th, 2012 11:17 PM
    Forever
    nooooooooo they're replacing the fish tank. :(
  11. Forever
    September 27th, 2012 11:16 PM
    Forever
    hmmm a longer usertitle idk. sky full of lighters, nahhh. i need to start all over again. let go, stop holding onto what doesn't matter as much anymore. no use being the only oneeeeee.
  12. Forever
    September 27th, 2012 11:14 PM
    Forever
    YOU JUST GOTTA IGNITE THE LIGHT AND LET IT SHINE. JUST OWN THE NIGHT.
  13. Forever
    September 27th, 2012 11:13 PM
    Forever
    you're a firework
    come on show 'em what you're worth
    make 'em go oh oh oh as you shoot across the skyyy
  14. Forever
    September 27th, 2012 11:12 PM
    Forever
    better i dont blog it

    what the blog wouldve been is

    Quote:
    I get too attached to people. I can't just... not. If I talk to someone long enough I won't want to live without them. As a result, this tends to affect me. Prolonged time without those tends to get to me and make me think I'll never see them again and that it's all over and never mattered. Yes, this is me. It's not crazy it's... more paranoia. As a result I'm way too attached to certain people and it's starting to get to me. I don't know what I can do. Because if my thoughts are true, like everything else seems to be, I'll be dealing with this for a while. It affects me to the extent that if I see them around but they're not talking to me I get sad. Yes, I'm dumb. Yes, I shouldn't do this. No, I don't talk to people first most of the time. I barely make the step. Two of said people tried to get me to overcome this but lolno I couldn't really and it's still really hard. But it's not that. It's that I feel like I annoy those I haven't spoken to for a while. Even those who I'm most confident in how they feel, I just keep thinking I annoy them. Everything I do... yeah, I tend to go overboard with how I am. That also includes caring. I hate that this does affect me but I just don't think I can. I care about people way too easily and I hate letting go of things. I try so hard to distract me with things to get me through but no, that just ends up failing. Or it makes me think of another sad thing. When I'm on top of the world I'm on top of the world but when I don't feel like everything is perfect everything seems to affect me more, and as a result I must constantly have a goal or something to aim for short term that will keep me distracted from this. Also, with me, one sad thing leads to another. p sure facing old friend in ladder battle will end up with me being sad over pets animals past a whole lot of things. idk, I'm starting to think that I'm just too emotionally needy lmao. Unless... I know and I'm reassured that's never the case. :( But I'm not, never assured. It's only temporary belief. Everything those have said up until now just doesn't matter but I can't do anything for this. I wish I could do the whole "lolno I don't care at all" type thing but I can't. I can't even fake it!
  15. Forever
    September 27th, 2012 10:58 PM
    Forever
    i need to rant more somewhere else.. idk.

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