I read your blog, shame to see things havn't started getting better for you yet. You probably don't want to talk to some random creeper on the internet; buuut, I've been through a lot of the things you mentioned in that blog myself before, so it's something I can empathise with.
I really dislike telling people my problems, even if it'll make me feel better. I have trouble opening up to people.
Yeah, I am like that aswell. They usually don't ask you anything too personal the first time you see them. They get to know you first, then it's a lot easier to tell them things after a while.
I simply lied to my mum when she asked where I was going. There's usually a connexions centre in most places, that's where I went.
so... yeah... hope that helps slightly...