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Happy birthday!

I can't wait to actually start my first job on my own. I've done a bunch of smaller jobs, but nothing very serious. That is what I am going to learn how to do in school when I go back... I am going to learn how to communicate with people through my classmates, clubs, and counseling. I need to do all of that stuff so I can have people help find out what's wrong with me so I can work my way through it. When I talk to people about it I always feel better for some reason.
xDD That's so adorable. Your little brother reminds me so much of what my dad and I used to be like. I would totally panic if my father wanted to take my games away. XD

The new graphics remind me of reality too much and that's why I dislike it. It's the same thing that I see every single day of my life. I hate the new controls so much, I couldn't even BEGIN to even rant enough. I just don't find any fun in events, features or whatever else if I dislike the story and game. If the storyline has had no thought put into it, I just kind of think that they were too lazy to come up with anything good for us and it just ruins my enjoyment all together.

I know. That ending made me so mad when I saw it. XD Even my sister was shocked. I mean, in the end it even looked like Melfina was finally returning the feelings for Harry. Harry had to die, sadly, but I just couldn't believe that in the very next episode Melfina was like, "Oh, who's Harry again?" and kisses Gene Starwind! I wanted to beat my head against a wall. I just wish that final episode was never made, because whoever made it needs to get a smack on the head. (even though it's a really, really old anime but still.)

When it comes to Death Note I have to say I really love Mello, Near, Naomi, and Matt. Naomi is the one who died for her lover, and Near is just plain badass as the second L. Mello was my favorite because he and I are a lot alike. We have the same idea in clothes and hair. (And Shinji!!! XD Haha) I actually had the discussion with my sis, I dislike Light because I just don't like his personality, but I like Kira. I know Kira is a bunch of random people who Light chose to help him, but I mean the idea of Kira. I understand that kind of justice and agree with it. It's more personal that L's kind, but I like it a lot.

You know that little girl Yachiru that travels around with Zaraka? Well, she calls him Kenny because of his name Kenpachi. It just depends on what you imagine with him what you call him, I guess. lol. XD And I liked Chad and Renji both from the beginning (especially Renji) but they got really old on me. Rukia! I love Rukia! lol. Who couldn't love her? She's awesome. Orihime's okay, I don't hate her. She's just a bit of a ditz, but she's not stupid. I like her when she's around Ulquiorra though. Those moments seemed to make her kinder and smarter than she had ever been before. Most people hate her, but I think she's okay.

It's okay sweetheart take all the time you need. I'll always be here. I hope your mom is okay now... What's going on?

I would like to do something easy and doesn't involve much human contact. For some reason I get really jittery and nervous when I am working around other people or if they are staring at me. My mind goes blank and I look like a total moron, but if I am not working alone I simply can't do anything right. I don't know why that is, but it's a problem that I have no idea how to overcome.
XD They used to take away some of my game systems and I would get so flustered and upset that they would end up giving them back because taking away my alternate reality would really screw with my mind. Playing video games was the most calming experience of my life.

Yeah, I guess you could call me an oldie, but I dislike most of the new game graphics and controls. I don't know... I guess it just reminds me more and more of reality and the future than calms me and lets me escape. The controls are getting more and more complicated by the day, the storylines are getting lamer and lamer, and games keep changing companies and 'restarting'. I don't like where the gaming industry is going. I miss the old choppy graphics, even though that sounds odd. It's true. I just can't get into these new games because they seem so fake. Like they're trying too hard. You don't have to make a game look amazing and beautiful for it to actually be amazing and beautiful. That's one of the biggest reasons why I haven't been keeping up with games as much lately... I'm just not interested anymore, and it makes me sad.

It just depends on my mood. Old games, usually PC. Newer games, probably PS3.

Well, basically the ending mind****ed you. I thought I was going to love the ending, and I LOVE what happened to my favorite character, Harry. Basically Harry chases Melfina to the ends of the galaxy to prove his love to her, (he's not the here, Gene Starwind is, Harry is more the anti-hero type.) and basically the bad guy captures Melfina and they are all racing to save her. Especially Harry and Gene. Harry gets there first and confesses his love to Melfina before fighting the evil character, getting fatally injured in the process. He's gone for a while, the bad guy takes Melfina away, Gene pursues, but gets stopped. Harry, wanting to save Melfina so bad, drug his broken, dying body to save her life, and ended up doing so. In the end he basically apologized to her for not being able to live and take care of her, kisses her, and then dies with tears running down his cheek. That was a really intense, beautiful ending. But what was I mad about? The very next episode, the final episode, Mel ends up kissing Gene and getting with him. She never even MENTIONED Harry's sacrifice. That was the most horrible episode, I was boiling mad.

I'll check it out! Thanks!!!

XDDD Haha, I know, I love Shinji so much. Mello was amazing in the beginning, but I didn't really like him much after the explosion. He seemed to get more cold and silent, and I hate cold and silent guys. They seem so stuck up and they always just walk away without saying a word, that's annoying. I'm more for the power hungry vengeance seeking type. They are usually the lovers and are very loyal to a person of choice. Shinji... Just... Damn. He's incredible. XD I love how amazingly badass he is.

XD Zaraki is just ****ing crazy. XDDD I love him, every time I see him I'm like, "Guys, just back off. He's automatic win, just don't fight him." XD I loved Nnoitra, and my sister loves Byakuya. When Nnoitra called Kenny a *****, I just shook my head and was like, ".......you're dead. Goodbye, Nnoitra." XDDD And then By challenged him in the Zonpakuto (sp?) arc, and my sister was like, "BY!!! NOOO!" XD Lol! Kenny is awesome!!!! lol.
I actually hated Ichigo when I began watching Bleach, but he definitely grew on me. He gave me the ******* impression, but then he came through. Rukia and Renji are so awesome!

Haha, that sounds a whole lot like me. I am too lazy right now to get a job, but that's because I am studying like mad for school, so I guess I've got an excuse. I'm not sitting here doing nothing and getting fat in front of the TV, although that sounds like a whole lot of fun.
Haha, yeah. It shocked me when I heard in the news about some kid killing his parents over an XBox. That's ****ing stupid. I would be pissed all to hell if my parents took it, but I have other things I could do. Life is not over as we know it.
Actually, you and I differ there. When I was younger, the games interested me a lot more back then than they do now. I can't stand most of the games nowadays. The graphics are taken better care of than the plot and characters themselves. (Sonic, Tomb Raider, Spyro, Rayman... Just a few good examples of what I mean.)

Yeah, I knew it through a friend of mine, and then I bought it back in September when I was vacationing. I love action/adventure! Sadly I don't find many of those kinds of games anymore that don't utterly annoy me.

Honestly, the happy ending depends on who you're asking. I would say the ending was absolutely horrible and terribly timed... The final episode, at least. In my opinion, the final episode just... Shouldn't have even been made. If you want me to tell you what happens, I will. But I hate it, but some love it. I was so mad at the ending I was cursing. lol And I miss the 90's... God how I miss those years. The years when everything wasn't so badly censored and ruined. And no, what's Kaze no Stigma?

I can look exactly like him, but sadly I keep getting compared to Mello from Death Note. XD I had three random people who I have no idea what their names are come up to me and say how much I look like Mello... Especially in the face and hair. I wear clothes a lot like his. I was shooting for the Shinji look, but either way...

Ichigo is badass, but Kenpachi Zaraki is the god., XDDD There is NO getting past that. Hehe!

XD I would never sell any of my games. It would kill me to have to do that. I have never sold a single game system in my life. I have sold a couple of games, but any system I get I greedily horde it away in case I ever need it. XD I always need it for something. And wow... I have been beaten by 7-10 year olds, it's kind of crazy, I won't lie. But when I was that young I was kicking the piss out of older people too, so I guess that's normal, sadly. I don't want to get older and weaker! And I can be. But I was more of a hardcore gamer when I was kid because I had more time on my hands than I do now. And sure we do! That's what's so cool, right? ;)

Omg. I want to play all of the Assassins Creed games... I got it for the PC, but I dunno... I have a feeling it would have been better if I had bought it for the PS3. And I will definitely grab it for PS3.

It came out in 1999. It's a really old anime. It's not very popular, kind of under rated, but the characters are unforgettable and there are some good parts. But Harry MacDougall was absolutely badass in my eyes. He was lovestruck by this girl, and he chased her to the ends of the earth to prove his love to her, and eventually gave his life to protect her. It was amazing.

Haha, I am totally in love with Shinji. XD Bleach amazes me. I have always loved the Mello/Shinji hairstyle, and I have the perfect hair and face to pull it off. I am really vain, I love to look good no matter what. I never go anywhere without having my hair up nice. lol. And thank you! I love being called pretty and cool. ;) That's what I aim for.

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Haha, I have all those consoles too. That's why I am stuck in my room all the time! And really? That's kind of crazy! I've had some odd, unlikely losses myself. I am usually too egotistical for my own good and I can challenge the ones who are a little too on my level or a little above it. Lol. XD My sis and I get raped on Expert mode though...

And I'll check them out. I'll probably ask for them for Christmas. Do they come out for PlayStation 3 as well? I need some new PS3 games like crazy. I only have a couple.

Haha, sure! I'll check those out... And I have seen Saw, who hasn't? Hehehe, awesome awesome. I will be sure to check them out. I haven't really seen movie portray anything I really like when it comes to tragedy, when it comes to tragedy it has to come with episodes of an anime or something for some reason... My perfect example of a tragedy would have to be Harry MacDougall from Outlaw Star.

Wow! It's nice to see a face on forums. I like to connect words and personality with faces. Ya look great, pal. And in exchange, here are two of mine.
http://i765.photobucket.com/albums/xx300/xXxEivanaCrimsonxXx/n661922281_1059788_8457.jpg This is a shot of my face. I took this myself... I can be quite vain.
http://i765.photobucket.com/albums/xx300/xXxEivanaCrimsonxXx/41165_426995247281_661922281_5432826_4745593_n.jpg This is what my hair looks like now. lol. The Shinji Hirako hairstyle.

There ya go. Have at it!

Yeah. She is. I think she has a kid now, actually. The poor dear. lol She was always really mean and sassy as well... I wanted to absolutely kick her ass.

XDDD A chainsaw is always epic. And while we're at it, hook dozens of fishhooks into his belly, attach them to strings and slowly pull his stomach open. lol. Maybe pluck out his teeth and make him eat them and drown in his own blood. lol. XD Joke. I would never do that to another human being unless it was a life or death situation. And I LOVE Left 4 Dead. Those games are nothing short of amazing!!! I play them all the time with a buddy of mine. And sure, a friend of mine owns Fallout New Vegas. Which game should I start with? Do they follow a storyline?

Yeah. I imagine the NiGHTS world a kind of dark and sad. Mine is kind of complicated. lol!

Sure! Go right ahead! I like tragedy... The Harry McDougall or Shadow the Hedgehog kind. lol! Any of those?

I haven't really had time to look around much through the forums, can you give me a link?

Yeah, that's what sucked so hard about it! She had outrun me in front of the whole class, something no one else could do, and acted like she did something as simple as counting to three. And I wouldn't have given up if I were the person then that I am today. And I'm glad that you were finally able to defeat them though.

Haha, can't wait to get a hold of THAT PM! lol. XD And I would probably use a chainsaw. And awesome... Bats are usable. Maybe we should give him the Left 4 Dead Zed treatment. And go ahead and add me... I am trying to fix my MSN and Yahoo. I am going to have to use e-buddy for now though.
Really? I am going to try Fallout then. I'll see how I like it. ;) How many games are there in the series?

Yes. It begins with NiGHTS into Dreams, Christmas NiGHTS, and then NiGHTS Journey of Dreams. I am actually writing a fanfic about it... I really love how I imagine the NiGHTS world. I imagine it a bit more dark and melancholy than most people do though.

Well, sounds like a movie I should try out! I am always looking for more good movies to see... I've been out of touch with the good stuff lately. lol

I have really old pictures in the P.Y.P. thread, but I don't look anything like that now. I grew up a lot since then and got my hair cut. I'll definitely send them to you. When would you like to do this?

I hope that's a good thing! I've been told that if there was another me.... Oh man. And I can see why, lol! And she didn't beat me by too much, bu t she sure was faster than me. And the worst part of it was she didn't even look at me after she won. She just walked away with a straight face like she just kind of... Didn't care. Knew that shew as going to win. That's what bothered me. That right there is what pinched my pride. lol And I would love to destroy her. lol! But oh well. It happens.
Sonic is a really cool character, but I can relate more to Shadow. I love Shadow's story as well. lol. Shadow is just amazing.

Okay. We can plot his death. ;) lol. What kind of weapon do you like? XDD But seriously, yeah, I'll send you an e-mail sometime. [email protected]. That's mine. And it's okay! lol. And I wouldn't let him play Fallout if he came to see me JUST because of that. XD LOL! Is Fallout really as good as everyone says it is? If so, I'm going to buy it!

I have never used e-buddy, but does it basically work the same?

Yeah? Which game? Journey or Into?

Actually, the idea of dominant, alpha males is kind of hot. x.x I have always had a thing for people in control, like dictators and such. What is the movie about?

I am not weirded out. It's just a picture. And sure I do! I can show you over PM sometime as long as you do the same. ;)

Haha, who doesn't brag a little when they kick the **** out of someone else though? lol. And yeah... I used to win at least 90% of the time. I was a fast kid, I don't know where I got it from, but I had a lot of energy and I loved to spend it making those kids feel like morons. XD And it was a girl, actually, who beat me, and that's why my pride broke so hard. And I would go back and challenge her again if I could, because I'm always willing now to have a fighting chance and try again.
Oh, Sonic was my thing as a kid... I played Sonic like anyone would play their favorite games, lol. I loved playing as Shadow the most. I am a Sonic Adventure freak more than anything else though. No Sonic game could beat those.

Haha, I would have liked to kick his ass but those classes have been over for a long time now. There is no reason to look him up and relive old vendetta's. lol. And I was okay on the subject, but I feel behind because there was a lot of math involved and a bunch of things that I wasn't sure of, so I just kind of gave up after a while and dealt with it. And awesome, you are going to have to teach me. ;) Maybe sometime we can talk over MSN, Yahoo, whatever... I have to use Meebo now because it sucks so bad on my laptop.

Ah! Get your mind out of the gutter!!! XD Hehe!

Yeah, I think it came out for PS2 a couple of years ago... It's a really nice game to get into. I played the first one on the SEGA Saturn, and then played one on the Wii. I want to get Christmas NiGHTS.

Did you like the movie?

That's really cool... I used to race people in my class in flip flops and beat them. Haha, I used to be a bit of a sore winner though... I used to brag when I would beat someone in a race. XD I wasn't always the nicest person in the world. I used to challenge everyone in the school until a certain person beat me, and then I was so devastated that I never challenged anyone again for the rest of my school years. It REALLY ****ed my pride up. And I know, right?! Why do the people who are usually good in video games lose? I am like, a total pro at Sonic Adventure 2 Battle, but when I challenge other people somehow I always manage to mess up or something!

I always wanted to put pictures up on DeviantArt, but I never really made a picture that was of my interest. I was never in a comfortable place to put them, I was never in a really good setting, never had the coloring utensils that I wanted, I just never really did it right. lol. And I love Shadow... He not only looks better, but he just plain IS better. XD

I hate know-it-alls. Sooo much. They make me so mad. That's the same kind of people I fight with constantly... They drive me mad. The dude in my multimedia class always tried to correct me and he wasn't very nice to me because I was the only girl in the class. He used to make fun of me from being a girl down to my hair color. I hated that kid. And I have a crazy temper, things got thrown. XD lol. And I know a couple of languages, I would love to learn Arabic.

XD I know, I would definitely get to know him and take tips. You never know what he could actually offer for ya... Don't knock 'em until you try 'em! Lol, and that came out funny!

Aww, thank you so much! lol. I have written stories, mostly about NiGHTS into Dreams. I love how that world is open to your imagination and interpretation... I love it so much! XD I have a lot of crazy images for it. I'm very strange in how I imagine it... Have you ever played it?

Not at all.

Haha, not a problem. ^_^ And really? I used to be a really fast kid when it came to my feet. I could run like the devil was after me. But I guess as I grew older I lost speed. I'm not out of shape or anything, I would die before I let myself get out of shape, but I guess I just am not as fast and strong as I used to be... Which makes me pretty sad, I have a competitive nature.

Yeah. Sadly, for some reason I've lost talent in drawing as well. I used to be able to draw the SEGA characters like I had originally designed them myself, but now I can't really even draw a stick person. I kind of quit doing a lot of the things I liked when high school hit. x.x I got into a huge obsession with drawing the Sonic characters though, especially Shadow.

Yeah. I wanted to go into multimedia, but when I got into a class and actually tried it, I was just uncomfortable. The teacher was really good, but the students for some reason made me incredibly nervous. I kept arguing like crazy with one of them because they just wouldn't leave me the hell alone for some reason. I wanted out of there so badly the class seemingly never ended. Now I am wanting a Liberal Arts degree and I am wanting to work on languages. I want to learn all kinds of different languages, that would be so exciting!

XD Yeah. But she has always been that way, everyone is used to it by now. I would love to be able to do so myself, but I'm no the 'fooling myself' type. And honestly, your roomate sounds a whole lot like my old high school friends... Wow. Lol. Oh well, he sounds like the type that would be fun after a while though.

Haha, are you kidding me? I could write a whole NOVEL to you! Haha!

Congratulations over and over again! Hehe! That's pretty epic! And nah... You don't suck if you always pull off a 2nd or 3rd. That's still really good. You don't always have to win to show that you're really good at what you do. I had to learn that the hard way. But when you do win, it's an awesome feeling. I remember when I went to this camp as a kid, I drew a picture in a contest for a shirt design thing, and I won first place. I was really shocked and I was totally excited.
Ugh, I hate teachers like that. I would have liked to see the teacher get out and do it himself. I hate when people talk but can't actually do it themselves if they are put in that predicament. If someone can't win that certain time, then it's okay. There is always a next time.

Haha, I went to college last year for the first time and got into something that I later found out I didn't want to do. I was really miserable because I was terrified to talk to people and I was terrified to ask for help. I quit college for a while, got really bored being out of it, and decided that I was going to go to a better school and figure out what I need to do to get over my phobia of people. I'm pretty excited, I already spoke to someone down there and I feel confident. I am not going to live down there, but I am ready to get things done. And talk to with fish? Haha, awesome. XD I have a best friend who thinks she can communicate with virtual characters, ironically. I wish... Did you know this roomie before?

Haha, well that's awesome!!! I bet you were excited, I know I would be! I used to be in swimming classes when I was a really little kid, but I kind of fell out of it because I didn't like the teachers and they didn't seem to like me back very much.

I'm okay, I haven't really done anything very amazing, I just got accepted into college a while back and started moving things around in my room. Finally I have more room... It was so cluttered and horrible when my mothers furniture was in there!

Hello!
How's everything?