It's always the same thing. People try to help me (mostly offline) with my ways nothing works and they either leave me... or they run away and hide from me. So many people have tried...and so many people have given up because whatever the problem is never improves no matter how hard I try to follow through. And eventually they give up on me and run away. Hell, even a neurologist gave up on me. I was on different pills for so long and none of them worked so she gave up on me.
It's always the same thing with everyone and everybody.
I don't care anymore. I don't want special treatment. I don't want attention and I don't want anything. And I tried to do what everyone told me but it didn't work. And also everyone always gives up on me. Everyone. Not just you three--everyone. And I'm used to people running away from me and hiding from me. I'm used to everyone storming out on me. I'm used to it all.