Yep! Here for you~
I just kind of numbed out the first bit as well, that's fairly normal, more or less.
I didn't talk with her for like 3 months. I've heard that that is abnormally long, though.
There's nothing really to say. Like, "Oh, mom, I miss dad." You don't just say that, you know?
Any time, and I mean so seriously.
I would explain how, but there wasn't a method. Like all pain, it sort of semi-goes away. I mean, I still cry for him and all, but not as much as I used to, you know? Just know that you'll get through it~
So sorry to hear of your loss... While it's different for everyone, I lost my own padre almost 5 years ago and it was excruciatingly painful (I would not have appeared as professional as you did, to say the least). Just want to tell you good luck in whatever you may do, and that we all love you and if you ever need a person to talk to, I got you.
See I just assumed we were friends on here for a long time and when I looked at my "Last people here" tab and when I saw your name, friends and contacts have a + next to them and when your name didn't I was really surprised. lol